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January first : a child's descent into madness and her father's struggle to save her by Michael Schofield

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This is a raw, heart-wrenching story of a family struggling to cope with their young daughter's violent schizophrenia. Narrated by the father, Michael doesn't spare any punches as he takes the reader on an emotional journey as he and his wife battle with the symptoms of Janni's mental illness. With painful honesty Michael talks about his fears, hopes and dreams for his little girl. Having a close relative with schizophrenia I can totally empathise with Michael. My family and I have had to deal with the emotional roller-coaster, hallucinations, violence, endless doctors and hospital visits for many, many years. Although I didn't always agree with the parents' decisions, their unconditional love for Janni is clearly evident on every page. A powerful and fascinating read. ( )
  HeatherLINC | Jan 23, 2016 |
Working with mentally ill children, I was instantly intrigued. Jani's story is compelling & it mirrors stories I've heard and even some I've witnessed. Having worked with a few children with the diagnosis of child onset schizophrenia, I get it- I get what Micheal was dealing with. What I don't get is his pure narcissism. He is the reason I rated this 4 stars. Michael's obsession with being the only one who can help Jani is tiring. As is some of the tactics he uses. I can sympathize with his plight, but I still can't get over some of the things he did and some of the things he chose to overlook and ignore. He was either sticking his head in the sand or screaming from the rooftops that he (and he alone) is the solution to Jani's struggles.
Overall, January First is an interesting look into the eyes of child onset schizophrenia... as well as a look into the eyes of a father who happily takes on the role of martyr. ( )
  littlebirdreads | Feb 10, 2015 |
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Sad and honest account of a father's struggle to maintain his family's sanity while his small daughter succumbs to her psychosis. The thought of having to deal with the mental health system, insurance and the violence of your own child is terrifying, and the book details the long struggle of a family with a severe case of childhood-onset schizophrenia - a diagnosis the medical community (and insurers) are more than hesitant to consider. The book focuses on the father, the family and Janni herself - but side issues, such as the reluctance of Blue Cross to pay for treatment and the inhumanity of a mental health facility towards Janni and the family are also highlighted. The school comes out a bit better, which is remarkable considering their supposed lack of expertise compared to the doctors and hospitals. I did find myself wishing the mother could stop trying to set up "play dates," which were obviously going to result in madness…and wishing the father could detach a bit as well, but it's easy to judge an impossible situation from the outside when you're not the one living it. I did think their solution at the end - living in two apartments for the safety of the little brother - was clever. I hope they continue to create solutions for the unmarked territory they have to travel through. ( )
  kishields | Nov 23, 2014 |
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A gripping memoir of a family's harrowing journey through child-onset schizophrenia, told from the perspective of the dad. Never in my life have I read a memoir that left me so strongly wishing I could read someone else's perspective. The author was so very enmeshed with his daughter and her mental illness, I wished I could read what the mom, or the professionals who diagnosed January, had to say. I'm curious about the family and how their "solution" to the problem has panned out for them. Maybe there'll be a sequel one day. ( )
1 vote Alirambles | Jan 12, 2014 |
Those of us with special needs children will often tell you that having a disabled child is a life changing event. It is both the worst nightmare of any parent and an eventual blessing in disguise. All previous expectations are thrown to the side and reality forces the parents to adopt newer hopes and dreams. However, even in the darkest of times no parent could imagine being without their child. The idea of their child not existing is both nauseating and horrific. As a parent of two special needs children I have experienced all spectrums of emotions when it comes to my kids. I have learned to take life day by day and to move with the waves of chaos. This book is about another family struggling with a daughter who has profound emotional disabilities. She is a beautiful child that is both gifted and tortured by the brilliance of her mind. Her name is January and she is schizophrenic. This book is a constant demonstration of how her parents have juggled both the violence and peace of mental illness. It is a challenging book that raises awareness on the lack of support for all parents struggling with special needs children. There is a constant sense of despair in this book, but also a well of hope. Will January receive the help that she desperately needs? Will her parents manage to balance both marriage and care? Most of all, will January show the world that she truly is an undiscovered genius?

This book was challenging for me on many levels. As a mother of two special needs children I could really relate to what the author was writing about. I found myself having to put the book down for an emotional break, since I wanted to strangle the people in the hospitals due to their lack of education. At times I wanted the author to leave his wife, who I found to be almost useless during the entire book. I kept a constant vigil for January and her father as he worked hard to save her mind. This book is an excellent example of what parents of children with mental illness struggle with every day. My seven year old daughter is similar to January and we have found ourselves at wits end time and time again in the last 3 years. However, we have not had to endure the rounds of hospital stays that January has endured. I highly recommend this book for any parent of a special needs child. I believe that it is important to support all families in our community. There is an invisible bond that binds parents with challenging children. It is an unspoken understanding that causes the heart to move to patience when watching another parent struggle with their child. I honestly believe that January is going to go far in life and she will surprise many people. I personally want to tell the author that he is both a talented writer and an excellent father. I believe with every fiber of my being she is going to outwit her illness and tame it to her satisfaction. Where there is faith there is hope and that is a powerful weapon. I send much love and light to the author and am truly looking forward to an update on January and her brother. ( )
  Jennifer35k | Dec 29, 2013 |
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Michael Schofield’s daughter January is at the mercy of her imaginary friends, except they aren’t the imaginary friends that most young children have; they are hallucinations. And January is caught in the conflict between our world and their world, a place she calls Calalini.  Some of these hallucinations, like “24 Hours,” are friendly and some, like “400 the Cat” and “Wednesday the Rat,” bite and scratch her until she does what they want.  They often tell her to scream at strangers, jump out of buildings, and attack her baby brother. 
At six years old, January Schofield, “Janni,” to her family, was diagnosed with schizophrenia, one of the worst mental illnesses known to man.  What’s more, schizophrenia is 20 to 30 times more severe in children than in adults and in January’s case, doctors say, she is hallucinating 95 percent of the time that she is awake. Potent psychiatric drugs that would level most adults barely faze her. 

A New York Times bestseller, January First captures Michael and his family's remarkable story in a narrative that forges new territory within books about mental illness. In the beginning, readers see Janni’s incredible early potential: her brilliance, and savant-like ability to learn extremely abstract concepts. Next, they witnesses early warning signs that something is not right, Michael’s attempts to rationalize what’s happening, and his descent alongside his daughter into the abyss of schizophrenia.  Their battle has included a two-year search for answers, countless medications and hospitalizations, allegations of abuse, despair that almost broke their family apart and, finally, victories against the illness and a new faith that they can create a life for Janni filled with moments of happiness. 
A compelling, unsparing and passionate account, January First vividly details Schofield’s commitment to bring his daughter back from the edge of insanity.  It is a father’s soul-baring memoir of the daily struggles and challenges he and his wife face as they do everything they can to help Janni while trying to keep their family together. 

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A brilliant and harrowingly honest memoir, this is the extraordinary story of a father's fight to save his child from an extremely severe case of mental illness in the face of overwhelming adversity.

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