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A searing and controversial story of drug and alcohol abuse and rehabilitation, told with the charismatic energy of Kesey's One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest and the revelatory power of Burroughs' Junky. By the time James Frey enters a drug and alcohol treatment facility, he has so thoroughly ravaged his body that the doctors are shocked he is still alive. Inside the clinic, he is surrounded by patients as troubled as he: a judge, a mobster, a former world-champion boxer, and a fragile former prostitute. To James, their friendship and advice seem stronger and truer than the clinic's droning dogma of How to Recove. James refuses to consider himself a victim of anything but his own bad decisions. He insists on accepting sole accountability for the person he has been and the person he may becomewhich he feels runs counter to his counselor's recipes for recovery. He must fight to survive on his own terms, for reasons close to his own heart. And he must battle the ever-tempting chemical trip to oblivion. An uncommon accounting of a life destroyed and reconstructed, and a provocative alternative understanding of the nature of addiction and the meaning of recovery, A Million Little Pieces marks the debut of a bold and talented literary voice. No library descriptions found.
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Addicts are told they are born with a gene, that when activated by alcohol or drugs, takes over...a gene that is not yet known. It is a disease and not the fault of the abuser. I'm not so sure I believe this is a disease as it is more of the drugs, alcohol, or even excessive food or a sex addict, altering a personality and it becoming a habit or addiction. Everyone I've ever met has some kind of internal problems they are dealing with, big or small. It's all in the way each person is able to handle it. So far, the only thing they say they find that defeats that addiction, and only temporarily at best, are AA meetings and the 12 step program....a continuous effort, and a Higher Power...even at that, there is only about a 15% success rate.
James thought all of that was bullshit, and he refused to believe he was born with this gene. He accepted the responsibility as his own. The choice was his to say yes or no with that first drink, or with trying that first drug. He did believe, as I also believe, that how a person handles stress, or how insecure a person may feel about themselves, can determine if a person will drink responsibly and know when to stop, or if they will look for harder stuff to mask their insecurities. He never listened to the daily lectures. He called their step-by-step program bullshit, especially when Lilly, the girl in the clinic he had fallen in love with, ran out of the clinic to a crackhouse and they didn't bother to help her until he, himself, ran out after her to find her and bring her back. Of course, he would have never even had a chance to become sober had he not entered the clinic, but the clinic appeared to be set up to only following their rules written out on paper instead of trying to identify each persons weakness and maybe straying from their formula at times to help someone. James had to find strength from within himself.
His brother had given him a book while in the clinic that seemed to help him mentally above all else: Tao Te Ching by Laozi. It gives Chinese wisdom on practical everyday life, which he gave little synopsis' throughout the book. James cherished that book.
At the end, he lets you know the outcome of the people he got to know inside the clinic. Only three stayed sober and two were still living...he is one of them. His best friend, Leonard, who the clinic advisors warned to stay away from because he was a bad influence, saved him with good, strong advise. Leonard also never relapsed, but he died of AIDS. The judge, Miles, who helped lesson James' sentence from 3-8 years to a 3-6 month sentence in county jail and several years probation, also stayed sober. All the others had been killed or incarcerated in state prisons afterwards.
Unfortunately, I gave this only a 3-star...average read...because it was so monotonous reading and living inside this author's head, rehashing his every anger, desires, and feelings over and over and over again. But, anyone dealing with these issues will surely connect to what the author is writing and feeling. ( )