Michael Carson (1) (1946–)

Interesting look at a young (13) mans coming to terms with his homosexuality. The story portrays five years in his life from elementary school and early 'explorations' with friends, through his 'vocation to God' and subsequent move to a pre-seminary and trying to deal with this temptation from the Devil, to back home and his introduction to sex and gay friendships.

Martin Benson is a gay British teenager seeking some reason for his desires. He only sees these desires in stark contrast to his show more strict Catholicism and seeks to 'root out the evil' through prayer and cloistering in a pre-seminary with other young men. Instead he finds the same temptations there as well and ultimately leaves there for the relative comforts of home. After an initial adjustment period 'where everyone knows' and what a 'failure he is', he meets Andy, a gay man that introduces him to gay sex with exciting results. Then he meets Clitherow, a smart but aloof schoolmate. They form a bond of friendship and later more. Through it all Benson grows less sure of God's hand and more sure of his own sexuality.

The book is a bit tough to get through due to the over religious nature of the main character and how he filters everything through these beliefs. Not to say it was unrealistic. In fact it seemed to even be a bit autobiographical. But I kept waiting for Benson to grow in self awareness and finally throw of the opressive yoke and embrace life.

All in all, a good first effort. I am looking forward to the next installment in the story! show less

Friends and Infidels is set in a remote and neglected corner of the fictional Arab state Ras Al Surra, under the protection of the British in the guise of a small Desert Regiment commanded by Hepworth; and Nicholson, British Head of “Research”, living in unusual luxury in Saffina the regions capital. The few other foreigners include an American missionary, Mary-Anne Sissons, Matron at the local hospital; Joanna, the Save the Children Nurse; and the newly arrived Peter Drury, a young well show more meaning teacher taking up the post of the first English Language Inspector for the region. Also playing a notable role in events are Ibraham, a fisherman’s son, an intelligent doe-eyed youth from a small village outside Saffina; and Nasser, Saffina’s postmaster, a man with hidden depths.
All is quiet in this remote area, the rebels who had been the cause of so much trouble, if not gone, are apparently now inactive. The region is beginning to open up too as a new road is in progress, and a power station about to open. But these developments bring new worries for Nicholson and Hepworth, who fear their positions will become redundant if the region becomes peaceful. So begins a period of action and bungling as various ones try to interfere.
The bewildered Ibrahim is unwittingly very much at the centre of events, and torn between tradition and family and new friends and acquaintances. Peter Drury throws himself enthusiastically and sincerely into his new role, but is not quite prepared for what he finds himself up against. The two female characters are in no doubt where they stand, and lend their support accordingly. Nicholson’s one and only concern is his own well being, and Hepworth proves an easy pawn in his selfish plans. The postmaster Nasser proves to be much more than the compliant man of the community.
This is a well written and amusing account, full of surprises and twists, with some endearing characters and relationships. That we seen into each individuals mind and heart, are made privy to their thinking, their intentions, doubts and worries, gives added depth to the story. Peter and Ibrahim are particularly appealing characters; Nicholson and Hepworth by contrast make worthy villains. I found this a most enjoyable and involving story. show less