The Answer to the Riddle Is Me: A Memoir of Amnesia

While on a Fulbright scholarship to India in the early 2000s, author David Stuart MacLean experiences a severe psychotic break with accompanying amnesia. MacLean's remaining memory is selective; he remembers trivia like song lyrics and how to do things like read, but doesn't remember his family, friends, or identity. He drinks and smokes more than anyone with a brain injury should as he tries to piece together the jumbled fragments of his own past.

The culprit behind MacLean's breakdown is Lariam, a powerful anti-malarial drug that is still prescribed, despite its well-documented track record of dangerous effects on the brain and central nervous system.

This beautifully-written memoir starts out strong, but goes on a little too long for show more the story it is trying to tell. I grew tired of reading about all of MacLean's vivid dreams. On the whole, however, this is the affecting memoir of a man lost and found. show less

I have handed this to my husband to read because I need someone with whom I can talk about it. It is an amazing story. Nice short chapters that drew me in immediately. I was astonished at some of his choices. This really causes one to question what makes us who we are? It is quite a journey. I am grateful that Mr MacLean chose to share it with us. Thank you to edelweiss.abovethetreeline for giving me a copy to review. It will be a great addition to my library's collection.

I was surprised to see that Rayna Gellert had written a song based on MacLean's experience. It is on her new CD. Apparently they are friends. Small world!

While studying in India, David has an allergic reaction to a malaria pill and loses his memory. Waking up in a train station, he has no idea who he is or where he is at. A concerned police officer helps him and David finds himself in a mental institution. Without his memories, David spirals through depression and a major sense of loss.

I thought parts of the book were fascinating, especially the first few chapters. I did find David to be an annoying and unlikeable person. His constant drinking was irritating and very off putting. It made him seem completely stupid and irresponsible, especially to the potential for further brain damage. I do not see myself rereading this book.

This book is a well written memoir about his experience in India with amnesia, trauma and how it effects his identity. He will be doing a reading on April 10th 2014 at the Cathedral Counseling Center 50 E. Washington, Chicago IL from 5:30p.m. to 7:30p.m.