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From New York Times Bestselling author and Queen of Suspense, Lisa Jackson, comes If Only She Knew, a novel that will having you holding your breath as you turn each page. Perfect for readers of The Silent Patient and Then She was Gone!If She Only Knew, introduces the Cahills, a wealthy San Francisco family—rich in money, twisted secrets, and hidden agendas. Now at the center of their tangled world is Marla Cahill—a woman with no memory of who she is, what she's done, or why she could show more be the next to die . . .
It begins on a dark stretch of highway in northern California. Caught in a blinding glare of headlights, two vehicles swerve and crash—leaving one woman dead, and another in a coma. When the surviving woman awakens, her memory is gone and her face has been reconstructed. Her family tells her that her name is Marla Cahill—but they're all strangers to her.
Recuperating in her isolated San Francisco mansion, Marla waits for something to trigger recognition. Yet the only thing she's left with is the unshakable feeling that she is not who everyone says she is, and that something is very, very wrong. Marla knows her life isn't just different—it's in danger. And as her fear builds, a killer waits for the perfect moment to strike—the moment Marla remembers . . .
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This was something else. I always say I read what I like and this I like. The story line kept me trying to figure it out and although I had part of it figured out midway it was still so entertaining. I enjoyed the unraveling of every tid bit going on. I do admit sometimes I had a "Are you for real moment" but listen if you know me I live for those moments. Lisa Jackson's writing style is one that keeps my brain going as if I was watching a true crime show mixed with other drama and this book did not disappoint. Definitely looking forward to see what happens in the second book.
✅ Wealthy & Family Secrets (family drama)
✅ Amnesia trauma
✅ Psychological Thriller
✅ imposter/mistaken identity
✅ Gaslighting
I was here for all of it.
✅ Wealthy & Family Secrets (family drama)
✅ Amnesia trauma
✅ Psychological Thriller
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✅ Gaslighting
I was here for all of it.
This was a decent read about a woman who, after being in a horrible car accident, wakes up from a coma with no memory. She learns that her name is Marla Cahill and she is married to a handsome, wealthy man, has two children, and lives in a huge mansion overlooking San Francisco Bay. The problem is, she knows in her heart that none of this is true. And she also knows she is somehow in great danger.
The premise was intriguing but the plot moved very slowly, which wasn't helped by the dopey and unnecessary Harlequin romance sub-plot. It seems to be a trend in the books I read lately where the author is trying to be all things to all people. I believe you need to pick a genre and stick with it, for example: hard-boiled mystery; or sappy show more soft-porn romance. But not both. show less
The premise was intriguing but the plot moved very slowly, which wasn't helped by the dopey and unnecessary Harlequin romance sub-plot. It seems to be a trend in the books I read lately where the author is trying to be all things to all people. I believe you need to pick a genre and stick with it, for example: hard-boiled mystery; or sappy show more soft-porn romance. But not both. show less
This book would have been improved by removing the extraneous sex scenes which added nothing to the story. I am not a prude by any means and scenes of intimacy can be used to advance the character development. However, the scenes in this book could have been cut and the book would have been much improved. I am not a fan of "romance" novels, I got over that phase when I was in my 20s. I did like the story and time spent on the sex scenes could have been better used to tighten up the storyline. I doubt I will ever read another one of this author's pieces.
Marla Cahill has just survived a deadly car accident, the other people involved are all dead. Her face has been restored through plastic surgery and shes starting to physically mend. She's suffering from amnesia and can't really remember anyting. Nothing from her former life is coming through. She's also finding her brother-in-law very attractive but neither of them want to betray her husband and his brother.
There were a lot of twists and turns in the story and it wrapped up very quickly, somewhat overpopulated by characters and several of them didn't really have enough of a different voice to stand out enough not to confuse me.
It's not a bad read but it didn't really stand out for me.
There were a lot of twists and turns in the story and it wrapped up very quickly, somewhat overpopulated by characters and several of them didn't really have enough of a different voice to stand out enough not to confuse me.
It's not a bad read but it didn't really stand out for me.
Marla Cahill survived a deadly car crash and plastic surgery restored her looks, however, her memories are gone, even the face in the mirror is a stranger. When nothing around her, the house she is living in nor family members, triggers her memory she starts to think she is not who everyone says she is (I thought that too). As she tried to figure out who she is, she realized she is in danger, being stalked by a murderer.
Read this in a day, mainly because I am behind in my reading and if I don’t read a book a day I will never catch up. However it was easy to read in a day. It is a fast paced book with a twisted story line, when I read that Marla didn’t recognize her family and had no familiarity with them, I thought I knew what was show more going on, from a story line in another book I read, but I was wrong. It was a pleasant surprise and it captured my attention, the plot twisted and turned into a believable ending. It did not seem like something just thrown together to make all the pieces fit. show less
Read this in a day, mainly because I am behind in my reading and if I don’t read a book a day I will never catch up. However it was easy to read in a day. It is a fast paced book with a twisted story line, when I read that Marla didn’t recognize her family and had no familiarity with them, I thought I knew what was show more going on, from a story line in another book I read, but I was wrong. It was a pleasant surprise and it captured my attention, the plot twisted and turned into a believable ending. It did not seem like something just thrown together to make all the pieces fit. show less
Marla Cahill survived a deadly car crash and plastic surgery restored her looks, however, her memories are gone, even the face in the mirror is a stranger. When nothing around her, the house she is living in nor family members, triggers her memory she starts to think she is not who everyone says she is (I thought that too). As she tried to figure out who she is, she realized she is in danger, being stalked by a murderer.
Read this in a day, mainly because I am behind in my reading and if I don’t read a book a day I will never catch up. However it was easy to read in a day. It is a fast paced book with a twisted story line, when I read that Marla didn’t recognize her family and had no familiarity with them, I thought I knew what was show more going on, from a story line in another book I read, but I was wrong. It was a pleasant surprise and it captured my attention, the plot twisted and turned into a believable ending. It did not seem like something just thrown together to make all the pieces fit. show less
Read this in a day, mainly because I am behind in my reading and if I don’t read a book a day I will never catch up. However it was easy to read in a day. It is a fast paced book with a twisted story line, when I read that Marla didn’t recognize her family and had no familiarity with them, I thought I knew what was show more going on, from a story line in another book I read, but I was wrong. It was a pleasant surprise and it captured my attention, the plot twisted and turned into a believable ending. It did not seem like something just thrown together to make all the pieces fit. show less
Marla Cahill is married to Alex, a wealthy business man and they live in San Francisco in a gated mansion with his mother and their daughter. One night, Marla is in a horrific car accident where the passenger in the car she was driving dies and Marla loses her memory. When she wakes up in the hospital, she immediately feels that something isn't right, even though she has no memory of the people around her. After she's released from the hospital, she begins to feel as if she is going crazy and is adamant that she woke up one night with a man standing in her room. She confides in her brother-in-law and they start investigating the accident because he feels something isn't right.
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Romance author Lisa Jackson grew up in Oregon. She graduated from Oregon State University and started working in the banking/investment industry. In the early 1980s, she stopped working in order to become a stay-at-home mom and started writing romance novels at the suggestion of her sister and fellow romance author Nancy Bush. She published her show more first novel, A Twist of Fate, in 1983. Her books regularly appear on the New York Times, USA Today and Publisher's Weekly bestseller lists. In April 2011 Lisa Jackson's title Devious hit the Publisher's Weekly bestseller list and in Aug 2012 her title You Don't Want to Know made The New York Times Best Seller List. In 2014 she continued this trend with her book, Close to Home. (Bowker Author Biography) show less
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- Canonical title*
- När mörkret faller
- Original title
- If She Only Knew
- Original publication date
- 2000-01-01
- People/Characters
- Nicholas "Nick" Cahill; Marla Cahill; Alexander "Alex" Cahill; Eugenia Haversmith Cahill; Cissy Cahill; Ole Olsen (show all 19); Cherise Favier; Carmen; Carole Maloy; Phil Robertson (Doctor); Tony Paterno (Detective); Fiona; Janet Quinn; Tom Zayer; Reverend Favier; Julie Delacroix Johnson; Robert Johnson; Montgomery "Monty" Cahill; Kylie Paris
- Important places
- California, USA; Oregon, USA; San Francisco, California, USA; Devil's Cove, Oregon, USA
- First words
- "It's the next car...she's coming in the next car, a black Mercedes coupe, an 8500, traveling south, just as we planned."
- Original language
- English
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