venting space.

Put TW's or CW's if there's anything that can trigger people, if not then go ham

-sigh- I'm not venting in that space....there's too many people I don't rlly know....but I feel like the only way I'm useful is to ignore my triggers and help people....even if I get hurt in the process....I don't want people hurt....

hey it's okay to not help people you know? sometimes you gotta not be okay to be okay eventually for someone else. It's okay to feel things bad, sad, good, happy, etc. Thats what makes us real..unless you're secretly a robot (this is a joke).

>3 Leo_wuzhere: I had a panic attack the other day because of something my friend was going through....it was just like what Jay/James did to me....

I'm really sorry you had to go through that. It sounds like what happened with your friend brought back some painful memories of what Jay/James did, and that’s completely understandable. It’s tough when old wounds get reopened like that, especially when you’re trying to support someone else. Please remember to take care of yourself and give yourself the space you need to process those feelings. You’re not alone in this, and it’s okay to reach out for comfort or support whenever you need it.

>5 Leo_wuzhere: and even when I reach out....or try to get help I'm called annoying or a snowflake for it.....so honestly I don't get a reason to do it anymore

People are assholes and you absolutely deserve support and understanding, and it’s not fair that people have dismissed your feelings or made you feel bad for reaching out. Needing help or comfort doesn’t make you annoying or weak—it means you’re human. What you’re going through matters, and you’re not alone, even if it feels like it sometimes. If you ever want to talk or just have someone listen, I’m here for you.

>7 Leo_wuzhere: Thank you, it means a lot...

ofc brotato chip ^^ always here for you ♡

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TW: r-pe and more...

There's so many things that has happened to me online....and I'm not even saying this makes my actions okay...but I was r-ped online....and then I was trapped in a friendship where my friend was sexual with me right after a breakup.....wanting to me to touch myself too.....and then an 18 year old took advantage of me and made me unable to trust...

It feels like I can never trust people....they are gonna eventually hurt me again....

ya...

plus it might just be me being paranoid.....heh....

Being around better people....which most of my friends on one site stress me out....

Its not you, Its on a diff site-, not here

mhm

-nods- and I thank you for that

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