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Sign up for LibraryThing to find out whether you'll like this book. No current Talk conversations about this book. A well-written memoir of an addict who happens to be gay. Offspring of a broken home, Sam is a very intelligent young man who makes some poor choices. He relates a dissolute period in his life with a sort of panache and an attitude that takes the edge off of some of the darker aspects of his addiction. I surprisingly enjoyed the book probably because I appreciate good writing and the sex scenes were a bonus. ( ) This book is very well written. The book is very imbalanced and ultimately unsatisfying. The author spends more than three quarters of the book explicitly describing his debauched lifestyle with more drugs and sexual partners than you can count and three (or is it four?) failed rehab attempts. Not until the last four pages does he go to his third 12 Step program meeting and he is remarkably recovered! We don’t hear this key part of the story in any detail, he’s just suddenly recovered, end of book. Too bad Lansky didn’t spend more time on this aspect of his story giving it the detail he gave the sex and drug aspect of his horror story. It’s as though he reached recovery and ran out of steam leaving the reader to wonder what happened after that. For all of his wonderful writing, the story structure was awful. I find myself at a loss for words after finishing this intense read, and that doesn't happen often. Certainly not a memoir for the feint of heart, Lansky does not shy away from any detail of his lurid life under a horrible drug addiction. Yet his candid openness is what makes this such a profound and almost poetic read. How can you walk away from such an insane lifestyle such as his and not be completely open about it? To do so would certainly diminish his own experiences. I am sure reliving those years in such detail was extremely hard. It was certainly difficult to read at times and uncomfortable. Lansky is an amazing writer, and I can't recall a memoir about addiction told more beautifully than this one. He has just enough clarity to recall his life with a realistic sense of reflection and observation. Yet, I found myself struggling to understand his addiction as much as he was in the moment. I felt in it with him, almost as if he still didn't understand it and we were trying to learn together. That is powerful to me in a way that most memoirs are not. He could have simply told us the details of his experiences and and then mentioned the why's as an afterthought. Instead he took us on the journey with him, which involved not knowing why he was so self destructive, and trying so hard to understand his own behaviors. This was such an intense read and I could not put it down. Often times uncomfortable, and certainly very graphic, but as mentioned before, I don't think there was any other way for him to tell his story. It is an uncomfortable story and a graphic one, and to tell it any other way would have been a lie. This book will stay with me. Very, Very powerful memoir! no reviews | add a review
Sharply funny and compulsively readable, The Gilded Razor is a "powerful addition to the literature of active addiction and recovery" (New York Times bestselling author Bill Clegg) from debut author Sam Lansky. The Gilded Razor is the true story of a double life that New York Times bestselling author George Hodgman called "virtuosic." By the age of seventeen, Sam Lansky was an all-star student with Ivy League aspirations in his final year at an elite New York City prep school. But a nasty addiction to prescription pills spiraled rapidly out of control, compounded by a string of reckless affairs with older men, leaving his bright future in jeopardy. After a terrifying overdose, he tried to straighten out. Yet as he journeyed from the glittering streets of Manhattan, to a wilderness boot camp in Utah, to a psych ward in New Orleans, he only found more opportunities to create chaos--until finally, he began to face himself.In the vein of Elizabeth Wurtzel and Augusten Burroughs, Lansky scrapes away at his own life as a young addict and exposes profoundly universal anxieties. Told with remarkable sensitivity, biting humor, and unrelenting self-awareness, The Gilded Razor is a coming-of-age story of searing honesty and lyricism and "one of the best portraits about the implacable power of addiction" (Susan Cheever, bestselling author of Drinking in America). No library descriptions found. |
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