Lisa Harding

This was a heart-wrenching read. Sonya was once an actress in London but now she is a single mother living back in Ireland she is struggling with daily life looking after Tommy and doing what is best for him although she thinks everything is ok. She’s drinking too much blacking out, spiralling out of control, even Tommy has begun to notice the “bad fairy in the bottle” and eventually her father intervenes and she is sent away to detox at a convent for three months.
She is determined to show more do this and get her son back, but in the meantime, she learns that Tommy is in foster care as Mrs O’Malley couldn’t cope with him. Will she relapse? Will she get Tommy back?
I really felt for Sonya, although I didn’t like what she was doing her mental health wasn’t good at the time. People around her didn’t offer the support she needed and I can understand why things got too much for her.
It was raw and very real; this happens to more people than you would ever think of.

It was a great book, insightful, emotional and if you don’t shed a tear I’d be surprised!
I found the ending okay, however, I think I would have liked an epilogue or even a second book of what happened to Sonya and Tommy in the future. show less

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April 25, 2023

4.5⭐

Cloud Girls by Lisa Harding is heartbreaking, almost unbearably so. Nicoleta “Nico” Zanesti, an innocent child of twelve from Moldova, has no option but to trust her parents, her father in particular when he “marries” her off to a stranger. She believes her father’s promises that she will see the sea, travel and have a wonderful life in London. Little does she know that she is being sold off to a child trafficker. Fifteen-year-old Dubliner, show more Samantha “Sammy” Harvey, on the other hand, is the child of an alcoholic, emotionally abusive mother and a father who is around but practically ineffectual as far as being an influence on her life is concerned. Refusing to notify the relevant authorities of her situation at home fearing that she would be placed in foster care Sammy chooses life on the streets. She hopes to make some money and start over on her own, but even she is unprepared for the brutality and darkness that ensues. These two girls come from different backgrounds, they are different people but their fates are intertwined when they both end up in the same “house” with several other girls in Ireland. Sammy is shown to be stronger and relatively more mature than Nico. Initially self-absorbed and a tad indifferent to the other trafficked girls around she is deeply affected by their suffering, Nico in particular. Nico finds comfort in memories of her home and family, and the clouds she still enjoys watching – a refuge from the harsh reality of her life. Subject to unimaginable acts of brutality and trapped, with no one but one another to turn to, they attempt to ease one another’s pain while wishing for a sliver of hope in what they begin to realize is a hopeless situation.

With its powerful prose and compelling characters, this novel is an emotionally impactful read. The narrative is shared from the first-person PoVs of Sammy and Nico in alternating chapters. Both Sammy and Nico are very well-fleshed-out characters. The story gives an unflinching, bleak and harsh look into the underbelly of child sex trafficking and the plight of those trapped in a vicious cycle of debt, exploitation and abuse. In the Author’s Note, Lisa Harding shares that both these characters are based on the composites of the testimonials of several children who were victims of sex trafficking. Given the subject matter, it goes without saying that this is not a light read. But it is an important story that needs to be told and one that will stay with you.

Many thanks to author Lisa Harding, HarperVia and NetGalley for the digital review copy of this novel. All opinions expressed in this review are my own.

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this book is well written about a woman who is an acholic raising a child alone. After several public incidents while drunk, her child is taken from her until she can dry out and prove herself a capable parent. the descriptions of her addictive personality and time in a rehab center are striking. The story depicts her time in rehab and her desire to be with her child. at the same time that she is fighting her demons. I thought the book was well written although I felt that the end was a show more little disappointing. It seemed that the story abruptly ended. show less

Bright Burning Things by Lisa Harding is a highly recommended and emotional literary fiction about addiction and rehabilitation.

Sonya lives for her son Tommy, rescue dog Herbie, and drinking. Her previous career as a London stage actress is over, as is her relationship with Tommy's father, but she knows her love is all Tommy needs. What she doesn't recognize is her love of alcohol is resulting in blackouts, and she is grossly neglecting her son. After a neighbor informs him about her neglect show more and a terrifying incident, her father, whom she hasn't seen in years, comes to her home with the choice of going to rehab or risk losing Tommy forever. Sonya enters a 12 week program and Tommy is put into care. Now she faces finishing rehab and staying sober, so she get her son back.

This is a difficult novel to read, especially at the beginning because Sonya is a mess and completely unlikable, unpredictable, and obviously neglecting Tommy. Even though you know she loves him and is trying to make life fun and magical for Tommy, it is also clear that with her drinking and blackouts, he would be better off with someone who could take care of him. Her thoughts are manic, scattered, and disorganized; she doesn't remember when or if she fed Tommy and Herbie. She relies on Herbie to watch Tommy. It is horrifying. Once Sonya enters rehab and starts detox you hope she sticks with the program for Tommy's sake.

The characters are all complex and flawed, many of them deeply flawed. The narrative is heartbreaking throughout. This is one of those novels that it might be best to prepare yourself for reading because it is so emotionally disturbing and tragic. Even when it seems that there may be hope, it is clear that Sonya will always be struggling and, perhaps, is not a good judge of character. You will hope there is redemption in the end but it is clear that nothing is guaranteed and her current choices might be due to deeper issues from her past. The ending is sudden and resolves nothing. 3.5 rounded up

Disclosure: My review copy was courtesy of HarperCollins.
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