CEE's 2014 Thread #2 *Come as you are *

Hi there, baby!



The rest of the family... Mama (on left) was injured on left front leg (top) and face (under eye). No doubt she was fighting for her babies. Tough neighborhood :(

TOTAL BOOKS READ:



BOTS:

2014 STATS:

total books read: 13

BOTS (books off my shelf): 3

Fiction: 10
Non-Fiction: 3
Poetry: 0

male author: 5
female author: 8

US authors: 11
authors from other countries: 2

living author: 8
deceased author: 5

2014 AAC - as I plan it for now:

Jan - Willa Cather - Shadows on the Rock and One of OursEXCELLENT
Feb - Faulkner - The Hamlet QUIT !!! :PPPPP
Mar - Cormac McCarthy - All the Pretty Horses
Apr - Morrison - Song of Solomon
May - Welty - A Curtain of Green: and Other Stories
Jun - Vonnegut - Cat's Cradle
Jul - Twain - Roughing It
Aug - Roth - sub Henry James - The Portrait of a Lady (have been trying to read this for at least 2 yrs)
Sep - Baldwin - Go Tell It on the Mountain
Oct - Wharton - The Custom Of The Country
Nov - Updike - The Witches of Eastwick
Dec - Larry Watson - Let Him Go

February Hopefuls:

The Brothers Karamazov by Dostoevsky
Dune by Frank Herbert
Pilgrim at Tinker Creek by Annie Dillard
Cinder by Marissa Meyer
Scarlet by Marissa Meyer



Currently Reading:

The Curse of Chalion by Lois McMaster Bujold
Music & Silence by Rose Tremain

From last thread -

Kath,
I'm ok with sending out the TIDE. I have an excellent crew :-)

Lucy,
Sorry you are not feeling well - but as you say, it's a good excuse for the last January day of reading on the sofa!

So happy everyone is please with temps that hover around freezing. Seems like spring by comparison ;-)

Oh - forgot to mention: I am on page 10 of Faukner's The Hamlet.
Hven't torn any hair out yet :-)
So far, so good. heh.

Happy new thread, Cee! I love the photos.

Possibly the most beautiful thread toppers ever.

Happy new thread. I love the photo's

Happy New Thread Claudia! I'm really sorry you have to read Dostoyevsky. I haven't read any work by him yet, and can't say I'm all that keen judging by people's reactions, as all seem to agree he's quite a slog. I've got two audio versions of Crime and Punishment though. I figure if I don't like one narrator I'll try the other, so it won't be said I won't have given that book a fair chance, if and when I get to it.

I saw you and Paul were saying something about me and my passionate nature? Would you believe I am actually very much toned down now compared to what I used to be like in earlier, pre-med days? I'm sure you can.

Love the deer pictures. Also, was just saying on Heather's thread that I need to get back to Dr Siri.

Happy new thread, Cee! Love the thread topper photos! I see that you have caught up with me in the Dr. Siri books, and that we are both reading The Hamlet. I am actually really liking the Faulkner - a lovely surprise! Hoping that your weekend is filled with fabulous, dear!

Happy weekend, Cee. I love your thread toppers, I wish I had deer visiting my backyard. The only wildlife that visit me are raccoons and squirrels.

Happy New Thread! Love the photos up top - we had a family of deer living in our backyard evergreens when we lived in Ohio. Dang, I miss that yard...

Cee - There you are atop your new thread all doe-eyed. Well you know what I mean.
Did I say that Ilana was passionate? Well I would've thought it anyways. Love her to bits. You're not half bad either!

Have a lovely weekend. xx

I love the opening photo! How did you manage to get so close?

We have many deer residing in the woods in back of our house. They are relatively tame. Lilly watches them as they arrive at the bird feeder 4:30 -4:45 ish each evening. They look at her and she at them. She doesn't bark, and they don't move except to keep an eye on her while banging on the bottom of the bird feeder to scatter the seeds on the snow so they are readily accessible.

A few years ago on a Saturday morning, we were most surprised. and in awe of the fact that approximately 24-30 deer were standing and sitting on the bank in back of our yard. It was a cold winter, similar to this one. The poor things were hungry and risked venturing in mass to a place where a few knew there would be food.

We watched them walk along the hill to another neighbor location. When they left, I threw a large bag of apples. They returned and it was great fun to watch them bob for apples in the snow.

Happy Evening Claudia. I hope all is well.

I love the photos of the deer, Cee. I hope mama deer is okay.

I'll be interested in your thoughts about The Hamlet. It intrigues me although I'm only committing to Absalom, Absalom! for the ACC.

Have a good Sunday.

Lovely deer, dear one!

Holy cow! Have I been neglecting my own thread? Well! Nice to see y'all!

Diana -
Thanks. DH took the pictures. He is trying for the "Million Dollar Picture" (LOL) and keeps snapping pictures around the yard. Sometimes I like putting them on my thread - like these two. He's got a way to go for his goal though.

Kath -
You must be a sucker for big brown eyes! Pretty sweet, I agree.

Connie -
Thanks. My thread is destined to be happy with all you great visitors :-)

Ilana -
"I'm really sorry you have to read Dostoyevsky."
Heavy sigh. He just rambles on and on. The Brothers Karamazov seems to vacillate between the buffoonery of the men and religious debates... all of which seems dated to me. I'm about 300 pages in and don't see what the fuss is all about. Still trying to figure out the plot. I think it's coming - but I don't care much anymore.
At the same time I am reading The Hamlet. Not really loving it and I find I resent the time spent reading both of these books.
I'm very sure your migraines and overall maturing have toned down some of your passionate behavior. You can't completely hide your flamboyant nature, strong and thoughtful opinions, and zest for life. It's just controlled now. I believe you were wild and crazy in your younger days - as was I. The difference is I have gotten boring and you seem to be in the "what doesn't kill you will make you stronger" mode.

Mamie -
Really??? You're liking The Hamlet? I've read about 100 pages and just want to chuck it. As a matter of fact, I'm beginning to wonder what the heck I would have liked about As I Lay Dying but I am afraid to re-read it.
The theme of this book seems to be 'How to rip off the world (especially the weak-minded) and walk away laughing'. I don't think it's funny... but I admit I have very little (or a different) sense of humor.
I think I need to admit, Faulkner is just not for me. I have been so curious as to why so many others seem to love his writing. I give up. I'm never gonna see it. It's ok. I'll get my laughs from Dr Siri :-)

Judy -
I love the wildlife around here. We have so many deer this year, I could probably ship a bunch to you if you'd like.
Happy weekend to you too!

Hi Amber,
Thanks.
I know. IF I ever move I will miss this property. It's so calming to watch the tide come in and out - and the animals peacefully sharing the environment. Of course I don't see what goes on at night. I feel sorry for deer at times since they have to be so alert while eating. Also, winter doesn't offer all that much for them to munch on. The bark of twigs just doesn't seem appetizing to me :(

Paul,
Well, I do have brown eyes too. My Mom used to call them "cow eyes". Why did I always feel like she was insulting me?
We did mention Ilana's passion earlier... but don't worry, it wasn't bad. She knows what we mean.. it's all good.

Linda,
Ron is the one that took the pictures of the deer. (He was inside)They were quite close to the house as they were trying to see what they could scavenge under the bird feeders. Ron said the baby deer looked up and right at him. He used his zoom, too.
If 24-30 deer showed up in our yard, I'd get nervous. We live next to a deer wintering area in the state park. Wouldn't want them ALL over here! I wonder how many there are all together?
I hesitate to throw too much out in the way of food for wildlife. It attracts too many incompatible species. I am on the brink of throwing out few apples though. I want the nutrition to be better than twigs!

Ellen,
I can see the detail better on the original picture. (Why is it the pictures I put on LT get fuzzy?) It looks like the wounds on the Mama deer are healing over - not bleeding or infected. She looks a little skinny to me though. All in all, she's doing ok.
The Hamlet. Sigh. I really wanted to like this one - or at least see what others like about it. I am clueless. See my comments to Mamie above. I don't mean to discourage anyone from reading anything. If you happen to like the Faulkner you read, could you please tell me what you liked about it? Just so I'll know? Thanks.
Hope your team wins today - but the puppy predictors went for the Bronco bowl. Did you see that?

Joanne -
Aww.... you are so dear to say so :-) Keeping you and Coppers in my thoughts and hoping for the best.

Okay, Cee, here is what I am liking about The Hamlet - one of my favorite movies is The Long Hot Summer with Paul Newman. The movie is based in part on parts of The Hamlet - what I am liking is comparing the two and seeing where the characters originated from. The movie, in my opinion, is way better than the book - I like the message of the movie, which is definitely not the message from the book. Weak, I know, but I have a huge love for old movies and a fascination with comparing them to where they originated from. Mr. Faulkner and I do not share the same sense of humor, so a lot of what he thinks is funny I just think is sad, but I can appreciate his observation of human nature and how he writes about it. I think that I will never be a big Faulkner fan, but I can admire his ability to write and his turn of phrase - I like his writing more than his story, if that makes any sense.

Oh no, Dostoevsky is not shaping up to be the read of the ear then? I still plan to read Crime and Punishment at some stage.
Nice new thread at least! And more-loved books to come ;)

Well, thanks for trying Mamie. It's more than I have gotten from anyone else. What you comment on makes sense.

Still, " I can admire his ability to write"?????
That is my biggest objection to his books. Frankly, I think his writing stinks! It's run-on, confusing for no good reason, and suffers greatly from lack of - or incorrect - grammar and punctuation.
He does indeed have a deeper sense of human nature's dark side. I don't like how he uses it to insult, bully, and scoff at weakness. For someone who makes detailed observations of others, he could use a bit of sensitivity.

I know. "Tell me how you really feel!" LOL
This would not bother me so much if there weren't so many who believe Faulkner is one of the greatest American writers. I feel like I am missing something big. Maybe coming right after Willa Cather, it offends me even more. I'll have to pick another Feb AA - preferably one who wrote fantasy!

Any suggestions? "Anyone, anyone?"

BTW, I don't mean to offend anyone who loves Faulkner. To each their own. My lack of understanding should not lessen anyone's enjoyment of this particular author.

Ha, Megan! Dostoevsky is not quite the read of the year. no.

I'm getting a wee bit nervous because two books I am now reading are blech! Starting to wonder if it is bad coincidence and timing - or just me.
The only thing that keeps me going is that I'm really loving the third book I've started Pilgrim at Tinker Creek. Otherwise I might go make an appointment to get my head checked.

Faulkner doesn't work for me either, Cee. I'm reading The Color Purple instead. It's one I've been meaning to read for ages.

Hee, big sis! I'm experiencing the same thing with two books also. It must run in the family!

Cee, I would love a shipment of deer, but, I think my hubby would object. He's a little more protective of his garden than I.

Feel proud, Cee, at least you gave Faulkner a second try. I tried him once years ago and have vowed never to read him again. (A vow I have no trouble keeping)

I have a collection of books called " Quit, Yuck, Ptooey ".
The Hamlet joins this group as the sixth dis-honoree.
I tried. I will gracefully withdraw and forever leave Faulkner to his fans.

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Joe,
I loved The Color Purple. I remember on my way to bed I walked by that book sitting on my desk and picked it up to see how it started. I wound up reading half the book before I made it out of my den... standing up. Hope you like it.

Connie,
Oh no. Let's see if we can turn that trend around... I just started Dune. It's a re-read, but it's been a long time. I remember loving it.

Judy,
Yeah. No. Deer are not endearing to the gardening set. Frankly, if they think anything I grow looks good enough to eat, they are welcome to it.
I'm pretty sure I can finally give up on Faulkner and let the relief flood over me.

Hi, Cee! Those are lovely thread-topping photos!

I plan to try Faulkner -- for the moment, thinking of As I Lay Dying -- but not enthused. If I don't enjoy it, I may just "Pearl rule" it and go with another American Author. I read Light in August last year? year before? and didn't really enjoy it much.

Judy,
Yeah. No. Deer are not endearing to the gardening set. Frankly, if they think anything I grow looks good enough to eat, they are welcome to it.
I'm pretty sure I can finally give up on Faulkner and let the relief flood over me.


I love both of those comments!

So lets see.. did you have a nice time out on friday? Did you say and I missed it?
What did you have?

Getting ready for a vet appt this morning.. cross fingers for us? Just to make it more fun, we are expecting sleety stuff ( maybe) so I am not happy. But I am happy to have the appt and see how things are going. His eye seems better some days and not so good others.. so I just don't know..

Did you see the Clydesdale/ puppy commercial? It made me cry.The Cheerios commercial made me laugh. I didn't see them last night,but saw them this morning on the "news"

Thanks, Terri.
Good luck with Faulkner. Happily, I'm done. So done.
It's a wonder to me that I tried so hard with his writings - considering all the books in the world that I'm yearning to read.

Kath -
We did have a good time Friday evening. I was thirsty for some reason. Instead of getting myself a glass of water to start - I got TWO glasses of wine. That helped ;-) I think I shocked everyone.
I had spanakopita (made by the owner's wife) - yum.
I did see those commercials. My fav is the puppy love one. OMG. So dang cute. If only I liked beer. I would raise a glass to that one!

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Tense day coming up.
My sister is on her way from CT to visit Mom and I have to be there (for both of them, I think).
sigh.

Dune is awesome, Cee! I migth have to buy the third Mistborn book, De held van weleer

in fact I just did order it and 3 other books **sigh**

I will be thinking of you. Keep strong!

Hope today went well.....?

Hi Claudia- Just checking in. Congrats on thread 2! Love the toppers! Awwwww... Glad you are enjoying Tinker Creek.

I hope today went well too Claudia.

I believe you were wild and crazy in your younger days - as was I. The difference is I have gotten boring and you seem to be in the "what doesn't kill you will make you stronger" mode.

Definitely to the first part. To a point where... well, you don't want to know. Let's just say putting me on meds definitely helped tone down some of that stuff, and in retrospect, I wish I'd been put on them the second I hit puberty. I was definitely trying to find out if anything was likely to kill me, and I'm not so sure it made me stronger. As to the second part... I'm not sure about that. I don't find you boring, but I do find my life is definitely boring compared to what it used to be like, but that being said, I'm happier now in many ways than I ever was. I wouldn't mind trading stories about those wild and crazy days sometime, though my stories would probably shock you. Or not, who knows?

Sorry about the crummy reading experiences. There'll be great ones soon enough I'm sure!

Hi Claudia. I am so behind on threads after being away from LT for 5 days. I love Ron's photography and I think he just might get his million dollar shot. That picture of the baby deer taken from inside is amazing. And I have to say I can see why you love where you live. The pictures are all beautiful.

ETA: Hope things are going as well as they can with your sister.

Hi Cee. All this hating of Faulkner is giving me the heebie jeebies. I just read the first few pages of Light in August and thought to myself, "Hmmm, this writing is not very engaging."

Stealing your stats thing in #4. I hope you don't mind.

Hey! I hope the company leaves early and you get to sigh, pick up a book, sit with a huge cup of coffee and a non Faulkner book.

Wishing you goodness!

hugs

Wonderful wonderful photographs of your deer!!! I love ours too. What setting you have with tides, even!!

Faulkner, Dostoyevsky, that's a lot to chew - and in the middle of a nasty winter too. At least you aren't also reading Kafka.....

Hi all,
Day spent with sister Sarah and Mom yesterday went ok. Mom thinks Sarah is HER sister. I am still trying to wrap my head around forgetting your child is your child :(

Today was RL book club. Seems everyone loves Dostoevsky's book Brothers Karamazov so I'll have to finish it up. Actually, it's not so bad and discussion helped get me on track. At first I thought it was too much religion, but now I realize it goes much further than that. There are all kinds of themes in this book. The overriding ones are reason versus faith and real freedom. So I will soldier on.

Did some shopping and napping today. I've been so tired in the last several days. Can't figure it out. Feeling a bit blah... could it be I need a little springtime?

Little Sis -
How can this happen? I am being struck by a BB on my very own thread! Mistborn looks good too...
You'll be proud of me to know I did stay strong and somehow got through yesterday. Thanks for thinking of me.

Kath -
My sister stayed longer than I thought she would. But she behaved and I survived. Something of a miracle.
When I went to my RL book group today I proudly announced I had finally given up on Faulkner. Should've kept my mouth shut. I was encouraged to give him another try. After 4 books, I've had enough. I smiled sweetly knowing that there would not be a 5th chance for Faulkner.

Mark -
I fell asleep last night thinking: If I were sent to a deserted island and could only take one book, that book would be Pilgrim at Tinker Creek. I like it that much. It's so packed. I just hope I never have to really make that choice - eek!

... but I thought Winter was your favourite season!

The acupuncturist I was seeing a couple of months ago is Russian (Ukrainian, actually) and we spoke about Dostoyevsky once. I told him I wasn't that keen on getting to him, though I do have a favourable leaning towards Russian fiction. He said while it's true his books are heavy-going, he also makes a lot of interesting observations about human nature. I suppose when I'm in the right mood for that it might rub me the right way. Remains to be seen.

Sorry about your mum forgetting who your sister is. I don't want to make a joke, but I did think "at least she still remembers she's a member of the family". :-|

xx+hugs

Ilana -
I think we might shock each other with stories of our past. lol
I've gotten over my resistance to Dostoevsky, am loving Tinker Creek, and am re-reading Dune. So, I'm a happy reader now ;-)

Oh yes! Winter is my favorite season and I am so looking forward to the snow expected tomorrow :-D
I'm hoping the real reason I'm so tired is NOT the new medicine I am taking (and must take for the next 5 years). It's making me a little crazy that I have been SO hungry, tired, lazy, moody. I know - the next thing will be a weight gain :p~
It has been sunny for several days - maybe the coming snow will perk me up! LOL

Pat -
I know what you mean about trying to catch up after a few days away. Ah, well. That's life in the fast lane, right?
re Ron's quest for his $1m photo: "That picture of the baby deer taken from inside is amazing."
His response to that was "Does she want to buy it?" hahaha Now I think he will have trouble getting through the door with his swollen head. Anyway, thanks for the nice comments.

Bonnie -
Steal away. I actually stole this myself last year and can't remember from where now. It's simple and interesting to me how it comes all comes out.
""Hmmm, this writing is not very engaging." Well. That's one objection that made my list.

Lucy -
Ron thanks you for the photo compliment :)
I've always wanted to live somewhere that was beautiful to look at and full of wildlife. We are lucky to have a place that is comfortable, cozy, and wonderous. I'm sure you feel the same about your home.

Ha! I actually think it would be easier to pick up a book by Kafka... but not right now :}

Hi Claudia- "If I were sent to a deserted island and could only take one book, that book would be Pilgrim at Tinker Creek." Wow! That is quite an endorsement. The only thing that kept it from being perfect, the book that is, is some of her tangents. Just a tad heavy-handed but regardless of that issue, it was an excellent read.

I do know what you mean there, Mark. But I forgive her youthful enthusiasm. Nothing is perfect ;-)
I just feel like I could read that book over and over.

Cee... should I read that book? Im leaving it up to you!

I hope there is some snow left for you, today. We sure got a lot of it overnight. They say it will melt and then rain and then freeze. What fun! If you do get more snow, there should be more pictures.... you do live in a beautiful place...

Hey Cee! A big Awweeeee for your dear deer topper!
Drat why didn't I think of that idea?! love how you start each months reads with a current photo *scribbling note to self*
OH MY! Though not too surprised on your quitting Hamlet. I'll begin my Faulkner later this weekish. I hope As I Lay Dying doesn't kill me.
I too wonder if Pilgrim at TC is for me.

Hi Cee

Are you getting the snow up there today too? A snow day is letting me attempt to catch up on threads and hopefully enter the books I've read on my own thread! I have been neglecting LT lately.
Love the pics of the deer. And I am a little scared to try Faulkner with all of the comments about book throwing!!

Kath & Lynda -
Oh, wow.... that's a tough one. Until I read Pilgrim at Tinker Creek through to the end (only hallway through now) I really don't know. But based on what I have read, it's probably a personal thing.
I love nature, science, exploration, and philosophy. Reading this book is an intellectual AND a visceral experience. Some parts I need to read a few times before I feel like I get it... other parts make me feel like I am there... still other passages contain amazing observations and trivia. I like this stuff. It helps me connect with the earth. Even when I fully understand what she is saying I just want to read it again.

Anyone who does read this book should read the author's notes at the end FIRST. Why, oh why, do so many books put spoiler stuff in beginning and helpful stuff at the end? Reading this on a Kindle is not wholly satisfying. I didn't know there was anything at the end that explained the structure of the book. Luckily someone mentioned it in the GR.

So... I would say (if you want to try it) get this book at the library first and read a bit of it. Or get it cheap as an ebook or used paper copy. I expect if I like the second half as much as the first half, I will buy this as a real paper book. This one is grabbing me. It could just be where I am right now.

I also love Bernd Heinrich books which are similarly observant of nature - however, his books are more focused, scientific, biographical and less introspective.

There are probably some who could tear this book apart and reduce it to ashes... or be completely bored by it.
Bottom line, I am reading and loving this book for me. I am open to it and it moves me. I don't know who will/won't like it or to what degree. It's not fluff, Kath, and I don't know if anything dies yet.

Lynda - As I Lay Dying did not kill me - so I think you are safe.

Beautiful snow today! Coming down like crazy ;-)

Hi Jess,
Yup. Getting lots of snow! woohoo!

Don't be afraid of Faulkner. I don't know why this author causes so much of a stir - and I am including myself in that because I do have strong opinions. Just not good ones.
Usually when I don't like an author I just don't read their books and let it all go. In Faulkner's case, I think I am mad at myself that I cannot see where the strong admiration comes from. I can't comprehend why he is considered to be a great author. I hate to miss out on anything but I have finally decided I am not missing anything important to me with this one.

You might love Faulkner's writing - or not. It the overall scheme of things, it's probably a small matter. Be brave. LOL Give him a try.

I actually loved The Brothers Karamazov, Cee, for some reason, and read it twice. The complexity and differing compulsions intrigued me. I hope in the end it's a good one for you.

Thanks Cee!

Boy it was cold in her this morning! I am sitting in front of the fire needing cup#2 of coffee. I am also trying to think of something that Duncan will snack on so I can get his meds into him. He is simply not a morning eater. I want to avoid salty.. all of this talk of yogurt in another thread has me wondering if that is a possibility. Hopefully, this dilemma won't last long.. it's just the pain meds that need food, not the BP meds.

Anyway, the Tide is in and sitting next to my book, which hopefully I can sit down with soon. Right now.. off to start a soup. Happy snow day to you!

Hi Joe -
OK... either my brain is misfiring or the world is changing its tilt. (I have a sneaky feeling it's me.)
I am liking The Brothers Karamazov a little more and Pilgrim at Tinker Creek a little less. I'm going to save my opinions till the ends now. Sheesh. My reading is very weird lately. I'm going to blame Faulkner... lol

Kath -
Hmmm. Morning snacks for Dunkers. How about cat puke? Loki can't seem to resist that. :p~
What would be the result of giving him the pills on an empty stomach? Maybe not so bad? I don't know.
The Tide was quite skimpy this time. We have new editors and they are not quite up to snuff yet. Timing has been sluggish too. Oh well... it's winter. Not much going on.

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While I am still enjoying Annie Dillard's book on Tinker Creek a lot, my infatuation has cooled a bit in the second half and I will not be taking only her book to my deserted island.
Drat! Back to the drawing board. Which book WOULD I take? *shrug*

The world is full of diamonds in the snow today ;-)

I'm about 50 pages into The Hamlet and not hating it yet. I wonder if Faulkner was soured on life like Ab was, and, if so, what old Bill was like before he was soured.

I hate to say it, but I'm also not looking forward to next month's AA author Cormac MacCarthy. His books sound very brutal and I am definitely not into brutal. It is fun trying these icons of American lit, though.

I picked up Dillard last night, too, after several days off. I like Dillard best in small doses. There are some stunningly beautiful passages, but sometimes it does feel like she is getting paid by the word. (A couple more adjectives here, a couple more adverbs there). I've tried APOTC before, and given it up. I have another of hers, An American Childhood, also waiting on Planet TBR. I wonder how her other books compare.

Hi Janet!
I'm glad you're liking The Hamlet. I don't know anything about Faulkner's life. That could be a reason I don't catch on to his writing. His world is just too far away from mine in time, place, gender, and sense. When I get to the "Pearly Gates" one of my burning questions will be "What did I miss in Faulkner?"

I read The Road by McCarthy and actually liked it. Didn't think I was into brutal myself. I thought the son (newer generation) in that book was redeeming. Plus, I swear, it doesn't matter to me at all where characters are walking in a book. I just seem to love all journeys.
Hope you find a McCarthy book you like - or engage the Pearl rule and find another author. There are plenty of them out there!

I agree with your assessment of Dillard. I think I just read toooooo much about insects yesterday. I still love her sense of nature, humor, life, death... reading Tinker Creek is a wonderful experience for me. I would like to try An American Childhood. I have to think that hers was far different from mine though.

Thanks for stopping by ;-)

Hi Cee! Love the photos of your local deer family! How sweet! We rarely get any visitors of that sort as I think they would be able to smell our dogs. :(

Hope you are enjoying your snow! We've gotten a ton and the pups are really enjoying it!

Hi big sis Cee!

Of course I am proud of you! I know you could!!

And De held of weleer just entered the house!

I've been lurking on your thread the last couple of visits. Beast of a day for me, hope you are faring better. (((hugs)))

#9 Pilgrim at Tinker Creek by Annie Dillard 5 stars



This book was intense and amazing. I loved it a LOT! And I will be re-reading this now and then. What I now realize though is - it should be read a chapter at a time. I just couldn't hold myself back and I think I overdosed ;-) It was wonderful.

The Afterward written by Dillard NEEDS to be read first. It gives the book structure and allows the reader to understand her intention. I loved her sense of nature, humor, life, death, beauty ... reading Tinker Creek was a wonderful experience for me. This book is filled with exuberance and mysticism. Dillard's observations are incredible; her contemplations are worthy and wise.

I highly recommend that if you have any interest in nature and/or spirituality to give this one a try. It's not for everyone. I would hate to discourage any reader causing them to skip this - just in case it truly resonates. You'll know right away if you like it or not.

Hi Chelle!
Thanks. I used to think the deer avoided our property because of the dog. Lately they are wary, but come anyway. I think they know he is limited by his rope.
I am enjoying my snow as much as I can. I know summer and hot weather is coming - so I'm getting my fill of cold now.
Seems you are doing well visiting your family and learning to crochet. Baby Bearss is snug and growing in leaps and bounds ;-) Yay!

Lil' Sis,
Thanks for the vote of confidence. My other little sister is a real challenge. I love her - but she has her problems and it makes me tense.
Btw - I'm glad the love of fantasy runs in the family ;-) Enjoy De held of weleer. Ha! It comes up in English over on the side of my message. Cool.

Ilana,
So sorry your day has been beastly. It makes me sad :(
Hugs and more hugs back to you.
My day was okay. At least I finished a book.

Cee... I thought you might find this interesting, and I knew you wouldn't see it on FB.

I was out there shivering with Dunkers this morning and thinking of you enjoying your piles of snow so much more than either Dunkers or I do. Brrr!

Hmmm.... can't see it here, either, Kath.

I miss my brain

http://www.businessinsider.com/photos-of-ice-storm-in-slovenia-2014-2

yeah... well. Even good things in excess are not wonderful. Actually, I'm not as fond of ice as I am of snow. Pictures are lovely though.

I liked the crying kids. LOL Did you notice most of them were boys? Just sayin'

LOL. true, most of them were boys :)

Hi Claudia. Glad your visit with your sister went pretty well. Something to be thankful for.

You've convinced me to give Pilgrim at Tinker Creek another try but this time I will start with reading the afterword. It seems like something I would love so I'm not sure why the two or three chapters I did read didn't do much for me.

So Faulkner got ditched? I am another non-fan. Linda Layton's enthusiasm I am trying to use to get me through As I Lay Dying but he will never be my proverbial cup of tea either.

Have a lovely weekend, dear lady.

Cee, it looks like you are having a very good reading year so far, if you don't count the Faulkner. I'm another fan of the deer pictures.

It's the weekend!!!!!!! I need to find something to read at work.. since I will be working with Candy, and that is what she will be doing......

What does it say that I will be taking my kindle...?

oh well..

Happy snowy day to you. Make pie?

Pat -
I am thankful that Sarah makes it up here to see Mom even though there is a disconnect. I feel really bad that Mom does not remember her as a daughter. I'm just having a really hard time with that but Sarah is being gracious about it.
Hope you get a chance to re-try Pilgrim Creek sometime and view it differently. But if not, there are lots of books "in the sea", as you well know ;-)

Paul -
Ah yes! "Faulkner got ditched". And I am a free woman now!
I feel 10 pounds lighter ;-)
Happy weekend to you too... what's left of it.

Roni -
Hi! I was doing good in January as far as reading goes. February is another story. Got bogged down with a couple books that are quite lengthy and the Faulkner stinker (which I read over 100 pages before finally giving it up). So far I only managed to finish one book, but it was excellent so I feel better now.
I'll let Ron know you like his deer pictures. He did good.

Kath -
So, you are finally learning that libraries are for reading. Heh.
Did you hear that they are coming up with sound effects for ebooks? Oh, joy! I for one can't imagine reading with background sound effects. I like it to be quiet when I am absorbed in my reading. What will they think of next? :p~
Not making pie today. I do need to bake though for a potluck supper tonight. A very cool lady in town is turning 70 and decided to throw a party for herself and invited the town. She's hiring a band even. I have no idea how this will turn out - but we are going because I like her a lot. She's a character with a big heart.
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Hope everyone finds a fun thing to do this weekend.

Hi Cee,I hope you enjoy your party. We are spending a quiet weekend and will probably be watching a lot of Olympics over the weekend. In order to spice things up, I am making chicken enchiladas for supper tonight. Olé!

Congratulations on losing the weight of Faulkner, Cee. There are several authors I've attempted and then just sat looking at the book, thinking, What on *earth* do people like about this?" Feodor D. would be one of those.

I'm a bit nervous about McCarthy myself. I'll try to start with Sutree, but I've waaaaay less patience than you...if I don't like it, oh well. Life's too short to flirt with authors we don't like.

Sorry about your mother's problems. You know I'm always thinking about you and sending the best intentions I'm capable of in your direction. It's incredibly hard, and if you haven't been through it, you can't really understand.

Good on the, er, older lady for her birthday party. I hope all or most of the town shows up!

Hi Cee!
Glad you are well, how scary :(
How was the party?
Did you dance?
there was a band so maybe just a little booty shaking...maybe?

*smooch*

Oh Deer dear, Cee, it looks like we won't be sharing a read of The Hamlet after all. Life is too short to stick with a book that is not working for you. I hope I have better luck with it. I've liked the other Faulkner books I've read even though they can be hard work!

Love the Bambi eyes upthread. I don't understand how people can hunt such a beautiful animal. I hope your party was fun. It must be fun living in your town.

Sorry to be late here.. I have had to run out to sweep snow a few times so that I can avoid shoveling it! Dan is taking a turn at it now.. I hope he is going to clear the roof of my car! That's worse than shoveling anywhere!

You would have loved it here, this morning.. 3 or more inches of fluffy flakes floating from the sky.
( gak) AND I seem to have misplaced my gloves :(

Oh goodie! Dan got the Boro guy to plow our cul de sac again!!!! They won't ever salt it, but at least they will push the snow if you ask nicely ( but not if you don't catch them )

Good morning ! Hope you had a great weekend.... tell us all about it?
Did you watch the Beatles ? I enjoyed that :)

Judy,
The party was so much better than I thought. I generally don't consider myself a party person anymore - but we saw a lot of people we like and had a good time.
I've been watching a lot of the Olympics myself. Ice skating has always been my first love.

Gail,
Thanks for understanding my Faulkner Fhobia. (Yes, laptop. I know I spelled that wrong... ha!)
I can't explain myself (duh) but I liked The Road by McCarthy. I'm probably just weird, but I'm hoping for good reading in All the Pretty Horses. I like horses, but that may not help.
Thanks for commiserating with me about Mom and sending good wishes. I never knew how hard this would be and now I worry a lot that I will be this same burden to my kids. It's just so sad.
Brighter subject: The party had a great turnout and was a huge success :-)

Kara!!!
How the heck are ya? So good to see you again :-D
The band was really good, actually. I did what I could. Dancing is too strong of a word...
*smooch* back and lots of hugs!

Donna,
Some of Faulkner's books are hard work. I agree. That's not my issue really. I love hard books. But I do need to feel there is a reward for all that work. Even an occasional glimmer would be nice. Maybe I just don't like the human nature he focuses on and it makes me uncomfortable.
"I don't understand how people can hunt such a beautiful animal."
That anyone would go out purposely to kill any animal is way beyond me. I get the food thing. If it is necessary for eating, I concede. But I sure don't get the "sport".
Except for the hunting, I LOVE my town :-)

Kath,
Thanks for sending me some leftover snow. We got an inch or two - just enough to make things all pristine again.
Glad you got help from Dan and the plow guy.
The party was at the Community Center. They had the supper and socializing downstairs - the band on a stage and a huge dance floor upstairs. We were sitting right under an open grate between floors and all of a sudden a million pieces of glass came showering down through it. It was quite pretty for a few seconds. No one was hurt - but what a mess. At first we thought it was ice... but no. I guess someone dropped something glass that shattered and came through. A crew of about 6 went into immediate action and clean up every little sliver.
Didn't watch the Beatles - glad you enjoyed it.
Hope your burns are better. Pull shelf out :-O

I'm good!
I got a new phone at Christmas so now I am able to get on LT when ever. I could not see LT on my old phone, everything was mashed on top of each other since LT changed their format.
So, when I get home now and I'm tired and do not want to fire up the laptop I can use my phone. :) easy peasy!

Yay! Good for us ;-)
Now I need to go find your thread again.

I was going to get Ron an iphone for Christmas but that idea was botched and he emphatically said he did NOT want one. 2 weeks ago - he suddenly wants one bad. Kids! I told him it was too late. Offer expired. Write a letter to Santa for next Christmas.
I'm pretty mean :{

>78 -Cee-:: yes, you are!!!

Well, Connie - as my little sister you should know I always talk like I have an army behind me. Never does really work. I'm much too soft. But please don't give me away.

Ron is looking into an iphone anyway. Whatever.
I'm still struggling for the need for any kind of mobile phone. I finally caved and got one for myself last year - but I never use it. Even when I remember to charge it. So, I'm cancelling mine.

Well, big sis! (being a big sis myself) I do a mean job at acting tough myself!

NOOOOOoooooooooooOOOOOOOO

no cancelling the cell phone! What are you thinking?

Hey.... where the heck are ya?

Brothers Karamazov...Ive been scanning sorry, but did you finish that one? I am glad you loved Pilgrim at Tinker Creek,especially since Faulkner messed up your reading sensibilities! My first (decent sized) Dostoevsky will be Crime and Punishment, seeing as I have owned it for an eternity and bought it NEW *gasp*

I'm very pleased :-)

* I no longer have to remember to charge my cell phone
* I don't have to try to remember my cell phone number
* My purse is lighter
* I save $$ every month
* I no longer have to keep abreast of cell phone laws in every state I drive in

Yes! You guessed it! I finally got rid of that stupid cell phone that I so rarely used. I'm figuring the calls I did make probably cost me about $15/call. At least.

Therefore... I broke down and dragged Ron to the phone store. In a few days he will have an iphone (they have to order a black one). He is happy. I am happy. Win/win.
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Kath -
I don't know where I am. Here, there, nowhere, everywhere.
No cell phone. yay! See above for what I was thinking ;-)
I do think however I might get one of those phones with 1000 minutes for $50 and keep it turned off (not so much charging) in my car - for emergencies. IF there is no expiration date. We'll see.

Megan -
Nope. Did not finish The Brothers Karamazov yet. It's for my RL book club and I have till March 4th to finish. I didn't care for the beginning - but it's getting better.
I should go weigh myself. I must have lost weight. I ditched Faulkner AND my cell phone! Very cool!

Cee, I did the same thing with my cell phone a while ago. I got tired of lugging it around in my purse and never using it. I could never remember my cell phone number and was always afraid someone would ask me for it and I wouldn't have a clue. Both daughters and my husband have one so I am usually covered if I am out.

All right, Judy!!!! My sentiments exactly. Even in an emergency - everyone else has a cell phone. Why do I need one?

So, it's not just me that's a very smart lady! Welcome to my club ;-)

*sad* now I have to worry about you traveling around in the middle of the forest on an island with no grocery stores with no link to safety.
ACK!

Someday I will get rid of my cell.. and I will have no link to civilization either. Maybe it will make me happy too?

Give up my cell phone?? Well since I hardly ever use it I often wonder why I bother with it. I text with my kids, some friends and sister using my iPad. Half the time, the battery is dead. Or I go out and leave it sitting on the kitchen counter and my hubby calls me and looks around as my phone rings and rings right there a few feet away from him. Hahaha. Oh well. You've got me thinking Cee.

If you want to try another Dillard may I suggest The Living. I read it eons ago and loved it.

Hi Claudia- Love the book chatter! I am so glad you loved Tinker Creek. I will have to revisit that one in a couple of years.
I am really enjoying Light in August. It is plenty dark but smoothly written. You might like this one. I hope All the Pretty Horses works for you. It's a terrific trilogy.
And I am glad you are going to sleep each night with Cinder.
Good night!

No need to worry about me, Kath. There really is no place on the island I can be far from helping hands. It's only long trips when I'm alone that I care to carry a phone. That doesn't happen often.

You will never have NO link to civilization. It's not your style ;-)

Ha! I stopped typing to watch the ice skaters and missed two of you!

Bonnie,
I always try to keep utilities to a minimum. When I sign up for telephone plans, I think about cost/call. Maybe that is old-fashioned now. But when I realized the cost of having a phone I rarely used, it just didn't seem right.
Thanks for the suggestion for the other Dillard book. I'm very interested.

Mark,
I did read Light in August and it was ok. Not great. But ok.
Off to spend a little time with Cinder! Nighty night!

Hi Cee, Thanks for the tip on reading Pilgrim at Tinker Creek. I put a note on my nook copy (I just have to remember to look at the note). :)

More snow on your horizon?? Enjoy!

Pilgrim at Tinker Cree is not on the tbr pile.

Is your area impacted by the major storm slated to arrive in the NE. Our predictions vary from the largest storm of the winter - a few hours ago the report of 4-6 inches.

I hope you are warm and snug and reading a great book.

A note on your nook copy? hmmm how does that work?

Linda.. I just saw the news, and I think you have another day off coming.....

Have fun making snow angels, Cee!

Cee! I bet your jumping up and down with excitement and joy as the big snow works its way up the coast. Enjoy!

As a frugal person, I have a tracphone because I really don't need to call anyone nor hear from anyone whilst I'm out and about. I mainly use it for emergency's. $30 every month gives me 100 minutes and I'm happy. The major disadvantage is it doesn't pick up signals in heavily treed areas. So probably not good for you.

I'm about to begin my OGG Faulkner today and after reading some comments around the threads regarding As I lay Dying it is with much trepidation.

I'm really very fond of my cell phone!

Hi Joanne,
I would be enjoying the snow more if I wasn't concerned about my daughter's flight out of JFK at about 11 pm. But - since there is nothing I can do about it, I will just wait and see how it goes. It's mostly rain there right now, but ice due to come in about 11.
We have about 6-8 inches of snow here, turning to a mix. More snow to come on Sat?

Linda,
Indeed I snuggled on the couch today with my current read Dune. I read it so very long ago, I hardly remember it. I'm loving it all over again.
The weather people are pretty confused. So many different models predicting so many different scenarios. I expect they will come on some time and say "Anything goes!" or "To be honest, we have no idea!" etc.

Kath,
Hm. More like sweeping and shoveling than making angels. 's ok.

Lynda,
I do get excited about any snow that comes along... but this year there have been so many snow storms I can't jump up and down anymore. Getting exhausted ;-)
I'll have to look into how effective those minute phones are in picking up signals. We have trees and granite ledges that interfere. f course, I probably wouldn't be using it on island.
Good luck with Faulkner :}

Lil' Sis,
I think you are in a large group of happy people when it comes to loving cell phones :) Wish I were more forward thinking and less frugal. But, that's older sisters for ya!

Snuggling up with a book and a snow storm coming- sounds like bliss to me! Pure and utter bliss. Just don't lose power (generated by you or no, you need the light to read).

A black iPhone sounds lovely. I wouldn't sneeze at one of those.

Claudia, thanks so much for dropping by with your kind message yesterday... it really did me a lot of good.

I've had an iPhone more or less since they became available in Canada and I wouldn't know how to get by without it. But then, I don't have a landline either, so it's the only way I have for calling a taxi when I need to make a quick getaway!

Hey Cee - just enjoying the chat on a quick drive-through!

I loved The Living too.

It's nice you can manage without the phone, somehow or other, I do have to have it and I use it a lot, for many things, not just phoning....... sigh.......

No new snow here yet... some predicted. Crazy winter....
are you snowed in?

Hi all,
I am so nervous, though I really shouldn't be. Bridget's plane took off slightly late last night - but it arrived in Jordan on time. Have not heard from her, but I don't expect to for awhile. That was one long flight - about 11 to 12 hours. Ugh.
Now she gets to mingle with Syrian refugees and I pray she does not pick up any nasty bacteria, virus, germ, etc. Being a mother, once begun, never ends.

Snow turned to rain last night so now we have a layer of slush, topped by very wet snow. ick. Roads are clear-ish and it looks like we are in a snow globe due to another snow shower at the present time :-)
I should not hear a single word about a drought this year!

Megan,
We no longer ever have to worry about losing power as we have a beautiful large generator that runs the whole house when needed. We had to get one cuz our electric power goes out frequently being on an island. So.... no matter what, I can always read ;-)
Poor Ron - impatiently waiting for the delivery of his iphone.

Ilana,
You're welcome. I meant it.
My sister replaced her landline with a cell phone too. I really could not do that as our reception is less than perfect at times here.

Prue,
Hi there! Thanks for stopping in. I saw Australia won a silver Olympic medal for something - now I forget what. Anyway, congrats! I'm sure you can take some credit in some way ;-)

Lucy,
I have The Living on my WL now :-)
I know many can not get along without their cell phones... and other technology... so much is available that has good use. I just personally don't want much of it. I need to make up my own mind w/o pressure to follow the crowd! I'll freely admit I would throw a temper tantrum if my laptop was taken away. Though I imagine somehow I would live. I think.

Kath,
We'll be out and about today... visit to Mom, errands, dinner, what-all.

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone!
If I had a Mac, I would stick a heart in here... imagination needed ;-)

Cee...thanks for the insight on Pilgrim at Tinker Creek . I definitely thought the writing was impressive but I think your suggestion about reading in small doses is a good one. I will also go and read the AFTerward first. I think knowing where she's coming from would be a big help. Have moved it from the "abandoned" pile back to the "try again later" pile.

Hi Tina,
What is it that people are put off by in Dillard's book? Do you know?
I'm thinking the beginning is hard to jump into and that discourages further reading. Several people don't seem to like it much - but I'm thinking they didn't get far enough into it. Or, maybe they thought it was TOO far. Dunno. At any rate, I thought it was all fascinating. I looked up some of what seemed incredible - and it was true.

OH! YAY! Bridget just called on Skype. I clearly remember the days we would say "Someday we'll be able to SEE the people we are talking to on the phone!" Heh. Here that "someday" is! Sheesh. Makes me feel really old. Oh! That's right. I am :p~

She arrived in Amman safely - they are accommodating her food allergies at the hotel - she is very tired - luggage arrived - heading for bed - up early to administer health care tomorrow...
I know it's not a big deal to the rest of the world, but Mom and Dad are happy now.

How long will she be staying in Jordan for? I know that it was under very different circumstances but we spent a couple of weeks there about fifteen years ago and found it very hygienic in the main. J's school is trying to set up a school twinning project with a school in Amman: I think Mr SandDune is holding out for a school trip at some point.

Dear Cee - Glad to see that Bridget is safe and sound there. Hope she will get the chance to pop and see Petra whilst she is there. Don't quite agree with you though....it is quite a big deal.

Have a lovely Valentine's evening with Ron. xx

I do have a Mac, so here's what I made of my huge computer skills (joking, it took 2 minutes!)*, but a prettifying image for your thread:



* actually, the image search on Google is what took longest, so add on 10 mins.

Hi Cee, Oh the worrying never ends, does it? Isn't Skype wonderful! Glad to hear she arrived ok. Have a great weekend.

>95 mckait: Kath, To make a note on your Nook, press and hold on a word and you can highlight, add a note, etc. On the first word of Tinker Creek I added the note "read afterword first, per Cee!".

I am with Paul- it is a big deal :)
What is Bridget doing in Jordan?!? Is the mingling with Syrian refugees the objective, or a side-dish? She isn't a moocher, is she!? (*rhetorical*)

^"read afterword first, per Cee!"
My sister's cat is called Per-cee ;)

OMG! I forgot she was going... That is a worry for sure. I would be crazy worried, too. I will send health bubble mojo her way >>>>>>> Bridget. ‰I'm glad you heard from her, yay ❤Skype!

We had more snow this morning.. or last night, I guess.. still some flakes coming down. Then they are predicting rain for sometime, soon. I will find out when it gets here, I guess. I will just be glad when it gets warm enough to melt some ice and snow from the roof and the edges of the roads. Parking is nearly impossible in most towns.

I have considered replacing my landline with a cell.. but since Comcast has cleaned up its act for the moment ( knocking wood) I won't do that.

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Cee, enjoy the pretty fresh snow in your area. We got some rain yesterday which washed away all the ugly slush, etc. But we still have some snow mountains (reduced to hills after the rain) in parking lots. I could certainly live without my land line phone but would miss the cell phone as it also serves as my camera these days.

Oh yes, forgot to ask about your daughter's trip. Will keep posted and look forward to details about why she went in the first place. The closest I ever came to Jordan was when I was living in Israel, taking tour on the Israeli side of the Jordan river. I remember feeling kind of scared because I knew there were enemies on the other side and felt afraid there might be an attack on our bus.

31 Thanks, Terri.
Good luck with Faulkner. Happily, I'm done. So done.

I gave up before I started. I thought I had a copy . . . not . . . library copy is missing . . . not meant to be . . .

I am still trying to wrap my head around forgetting your child is your child :(

So Sad!

Best wishes for your daughter's Jordan trip to be safe.

Rhian,
When Bridget told me she was going to Jordan, I was concerned. She said, it's the safest country over there.
I said, that's not saying much.
Poor Jordan - they are getting such an influx of Syrian refugees it is overwhelming. Bridget and a group from her church are over there trying to help with healthcare. She'll be there a little over a week.

Paul,
Bridget is there - I'm hoping safe. She will be north of Amman (near the Syrian border) in Mafraq. Nowhere near Petra, I'm afraid. So, I'll be nervous till she gets home.

Ilana,
I so appreciate the effort and time you took to choose and paste in that beautiful book love :-) Thanks! I know I spend too much time picking out a gif - so I seldom do it anymore.
I have fears (probably unfounded) that Bridget might get caught in some cross-fire. But more than that - I worry she will catch something horrid either from the water or the sick people. Her body's systems are delicate/sensitive. She had all the inoculations necessary - but still :{

Joanne,
No. Yes. Thanks. and OK!
per-Cee - might be a good moniker... better than "bahzah" which is stupid.

Megan,
Bridget is not in Jordan for personal pleasure vacation. She will be working. What's a "moocher" in the sense you used it???
Per-cee. Ha! I think I might be part cat as I love to nap.

Kath,
I knew you would totally understand the worrying part! heh. She'll be back the 23rd... it's gonna be a long week. sigh.
Weather-wise - things are getting messy out there. Spring is coming.
More snow for us tonight - and there is much icy junk under it.
My sister switched to cell and dropped her landline. It used to be hard to get her - but things seem to be better lately. Could be her, not the phone.

Donna,
I'm amazed at how good the cameras are in cell phones now. Much more convenient than carrying around a separate camera, too. Since Ron takes most of the pictures around here - I don't need a cell for that either :)
I understand how in love many are with their cell phones. I think it's great for them.

Terri,
Oh, how blessed you are! You didn't even have to open a Faulkner book. Your guardian angel was watching over you! lol
Thanks for the wishes of safety for Bridget.
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OK. I finished Cinder. Liked it a lot.
BUT... why didn't anyone tell me this is just the beginning of a series and each book ends with a cliffhanger so you absolutely MUST get the next book!!!???

Such a creative idea to take fairy tales and update them for young adults and up. Cyborg - fantasy - steampunk
I bought the second book Scarlet as soon as I finished Cinder and have read about a third of it already. So now the "Cinderella and her Prince" story is getting mixed in with "Little Red Riding Hood" - who, btw, is always wearing her red hoodie and making friends with Wolf.
Oh my! So much fun.

Oeps, It's been a few days sincs I visited my big sis! Sorry about that.

I hope you are doing great, Cee!

heh... I'm blessed, too. I wouldn't open a Faulkner again, or even consider it. I had a whole set at one time. I used to belong to a book club. You know the one... and money was tight.. the kids were little.. I would order anything that had multiple books counting as one and cheap.... And Faulkner qualified. This was probably the early 80's. I read them. All. Once. I can't say that I hated them, but I can say that I was never drawn back to them. Some of my kids read them... Adam and Cory I think....

Speaking of kids... I hope that you are able to keep down the worry... I completely understand it, and would have the exact same concerns.

Cinder...Maybe one day. I'm still struggling too much to read. My brain is currently OUT OF ORDER. I had to ask 3 times about the new dosages for Duncan and I was writing them down. I am so utterly distracted, rd said scattered, and he is right. AND amy has a trip this weekend.. Only to florida and she will love getting some sunshine. I am happy for her.. but I hate it when my kids travel. And with our Blizzard of the week going on.....Well, you know.

:P

I can tell you from experience that things are rarely quite as dangerous as they make them seem in the news reports we get. I spent a year living in Israel with my dad when I was a wee child, and my mum was in agonies every time they reported an exploded bus or something. But the bus was always in some other town on the other side of the country, and far far away.

I don't know if I'm helping reassure you a little, but it's just to say that on the whole, things are much safer than they seem. After all, Jordan isn't a battleground or anything. You can do this mom!

Hi little sister -
I am doing great! Thanks.
Don't worry about coming over every day. Whenever you come I will love it :-) Sisters are like that. I think. lol

Kath,
Another blizzard? Sheesh!
Hope by now you have heard from all kids and feel pleased.
Bridget Skyped us today again. She is working hard... assisting the dentist (which kinda grossed her out)... distributing meds ... and even her own expertise - physical therapy. Every day they have to set the clinic up - treat - and knock it all back down. They are moving around to different cities/towns. Seems her biggest challenge is getting food into herself on a timely basis. She has problems with hypoglycemia and cannot delay or skip meals/snacks which seems to happen a lot. She gets to go shopping tomorrow to buy food to keep her on an even keel.
She was tired but happy and smiling.

Ilana,
"Jordan isn't a battleground or anything"
I know you are right. I just shouldn't have looked at the map to see that she was only about 14k from the Syrian border. And, I should not be watching the news right now. Bridget said they are well treated and she has great respect for the people over there. She recognizes we have an unbalanced view of them and vice versa.
She assured me she has not seen even one terrorist. lol
They have 5 heavy work days ahead of them. By the time she gets home, she will feel like her life is a lot easier.
You didn't happen to see my granddaughter in Montreal, did you? She is there now - having tons of fun, no doubt. She went with a group from French class - to practice their French talking. Or whatever.

I'd be a bit nervy, too, Cee. I'm sure everything will be fine, but still...worry. It's what we do! She's doing good work: try to focus on that angle, if you can.

Cinder and Scarlet sound great; I love fairy and folk tale retellings.

Getting more and more ready for cats at my place. My brother's coming for a visit; when they leave, it's off to the shelter I go.

Hi Sis,

I can really relate, Cee. I would be nervous about my child's safety too. But it's only a week, so you can start counting down! Keep smiling!

Hi Gail,
I think as days go by and I hear from Bridget from time to time (thank-you Skype) I'm feeling less anxious. I will however continue to worry as that's what I do best.
She was telling us that she was helping the dentist the other day. Patients would sit in a plastic deck chair (not the reclining kind), she would shine a flashlight into their mouths and hold their cheeks aside, and the dentist would extract the teeth (as many as needed it).
I asked if she had to look. She did say that was the only way she could make sure the light was in the right place! eeee--ooooo Bridget mentioned the first few were a little hard for her - but she overcame it quick. I'm sure I would have passed out.
HiHo! HiHo! Off to the shelter you go :-)

Hi Sis,
Yup. I'm doing pretty good. I'll feel best when she lands on USA's soil. Apparently, they got some time today to go into town and do a little shopping/sightseeing (?). Don't know what there is to see. I'll find out. She did bring a book to read - but I get the impression there is really no time for that... except on the plane.

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Woke up feeling sick with migraine today. Took a couple pills and climbed back under the covers. Two more naps and I think I finally shook the monster.
No reading yet today :(

So sorry about migraine. I'm having a dreadful day too. Migraine + insomnia makes for a miserable Smiler.

OMG. I feel queazy just thinking about having to hold that flashlight. Excuse me... I think I'm about to bring up my dinner now...

Oh, sorry, Ilana. TMI. I did try to leave out most of the graphic description she gave me on the tooth extraction process. I do. not. understand. why anyone would want to be a dentist! I wouldn't do it if they paid me in books!

I'm seeing my dentist tomorrow for a routine cleaning. I'll try not to think about the flashlight and what the mouths of impoverished refugees must look like while they're fussing around in there.

>117 -Cee-: What's a "moocher" in the sense you used it???
I used moocher as meaning someone who lounges around a lot. Like...mooching around...but I don't think it actually means that. In my head it made sense. And don't worry - it was a compliment!
What a wonderful thing to be doing for those from Syria. I makes my herd bleed to hear about what has been let to go on there. The international community has let those civilians down big time.

Hi Sis, sorry to hear about your migraine. Is it getting any better?

Ilana -
Yeah - "mouths of impoverished refugees"
exactly...
Hope your apt went well and painless today. At least you didn't have to sit in a plastic deck chair with your head thrown back. Ha!

Megan -
I figured you meant something other than what I thought - which is "to get or take without paying or at another's expense". That didn't seem to fit the situation.
So, ok. Now I get ya! No, she is volunteer working pretty hard. Long days.

Connie -
Thanks for your concern. All better now :-)
It took all day yesterday to get rid of that nasty headache - lots of quiet darkness, pills, and sleep.
Quite a shame since it was a very sunny day I would have liked to enjoy.
I don't have that many migraines anymore. But every once in awhile, I get a doozy.

Hi Cee, I know you must be worried about your daughter, but you must also be so proud of her as well. It's really a wonderful thing that she is doing.

I finished Cinder last week and I can see why you immediately went ahead with Scarlet, I don't know how long I will be able to hold out before jumping into that series again.

Hi Judy,
Yes. I am proud of my daughter. She is actually sacrificing a lot to do this. It will give us both a new view of the Middle East.

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Winter is coming to an end - Spring will be here soon.
How do I know? My clivia is pushing up a new flower :-)
Rejoice!



This is what it will look like shortly:

In the meantime ~ my begonia is happy to be inside ;-)

My appointment went fine. All the latest technology and what have you. Was even told I'm doing a good job with the flossing, which is a first. Hope today was migraine-free for you. I wish I could say it was for me! :-(

Here you are! I think I remember you posting pictures of that gorgeous flower before? Impressive! And the begonia is also so lush looking and beautiful! I used to love having house plants, but I can't have them any more... .when I did though, I don't think I was as good at it as you, aside from my gorgeous Christmas Cactus. It lives with Judy now... and is still thriving! She has a green thumb, like you.

Thursday! Bridget will be home soon. I'm glad she had this opportunity, and I hope that you will tell us all about it when you hear :)

Ilana -
Glad you had first rate dental care with all the latest technology. I assume you had a chair more comfy than a plastic deck chair w/o any head support. Good job on the flossing! Last time I went to the dentist I was complimented on what great care I was taking of my teeth. *shrug* Wasn't doing anything different.
Unfortunately, I've been battling the headaches for the past three days - today being the first of no pain. (I say that with cautious optimism). I know that you wish you could say the same, but that is unusual for me to have that much pain for that long. Meds toned it all down, but it just would not go away and I was holed up at home seeking dark rooms. Every time I thought it was clearing up - it slammed me.
I can't wait to go to my oncologist and discuss the anti-hormone pills I am taking. They're making me unsettled in many ways.

Hi Kath -
I did post the full bloom picture in the past. But I wanted to let everyone know that it is happening again. (I am always amazed) So, spring is coming! If you look closely at the budding picture, you can see the date in the lower right corner for proof :-)
Let me clear up the myth that I have a green thumb. Plants that survive in my house are either lucky that I unknowingly chose the right spot for them - or they are hardy, miracle plants that are truly long suffering. I think with the clivia, it just happened to land in a good place by accident. And the begonia is a miracle plant given to me years ago by a friend who died shortly thereafter. I think the spirit world is caring for it and reminding me to water it at just the right time.
I will be very happy when my Bridget arrives home!

So, I was naughty and stayed up late last night finishing my book. It's ok. Ron and Loki were quiet and let me sleep. I'm a very spoiled lady. But... you all know how it is when you are so close to the end of a good book!

#11 Dune by Frank Herbert 4.75 stars



This was a re-read for me after almost 50 years! I didn't remember much of it. It was worth reading again.
When I read it as a teen, it left a lasting impression on me - re water as a resource. To this day, I still am aware of/respectful of how much water I use for everything... and there is no shortage around here. I am giving this book to my teen grandkids who take very long showers!

At any rate, this book is a classic. I still love it. Not a deeply philosophical book - still a pleasure to read.

I'm sorry you've had more migraines than you should be getting. I've been told by so many women (plus my neurologist) that menopause takes a good deal of the pain away. My neurologist called yesterday, and I'm starting on a new nasal spray today, which is supposed to clear things up for me within a week or two. We shall see.

I like your flower pictures. The begonia made me a little sad - we had a beautiful begonia plant inherited from my husbands great aunt. Unfortunately last year we somehow managed to kill it. This was after keeping it alive for 8 years and 3 moves. :(

We gave cuttings to a friend before its poor death so I am hoping we can get a cutting back and replant it.

All caught up here, Cee! I am sending good thoughts for your lovely daughter and wishing her safely home again - just a few more days. What a wonderful thing to do, though, and it makes me appreciate the luxury that I visit the dentist in. SO glad that you loved Cinder and jumped right into Scarlet - those books are just so fun. I am reading Cress right now, and it is also very good - I love retellings of fairy tales, but these books are especially imaginative. And Dune! I have that one on the shelves and keep meaning to get to it, so perhaps this is the year. After all, it does come Cee recommended!

Wishing for you a Friday full of fabulous, dear!

Ilana,
I concur (from personal experience) that menopause definitely mitigates the frequency and intensity of migraines - significantly. I just started taking a medication about a month ago (anti-estrogen)because of my cancer that I'll have to take for 5 years. This med is supposed to disable estrogen so it will not encourage the growth of any more cancer which is estrogen sensitive. Since I have started taking it I have felt increasingly messed up. I can take everything but the migraines... if there is indeed a connection. I highly suspect there is because it's been about 15 years of very few and mild migraines. Now, all of a sudden, I get slammed. They just don't know enough about hormones yet. I hate messing around with mine :-(
These pills not only seem to affect the headaches, but might make me more susceptible to heart disease and osteoporosis. I have a lot of family history there, too. I will be having a long talk with my oncologist at my next appointment.
I hope, hope, hope that nasal spray makes a big difference for you.

Jess,
That's pretty sad about your begonia. All those years and then it up and dies on you! But that's all you can really expect from a plant. Would be nice to get a slip of it back and start over.
Every year I wonder if it will be the last for my plant. Just last summer it was getting very overgrown and leggy, so I cut it way back. Now it's looking way better.

Mamie,
Basically, I hate going to the dentist. A lot. Next time I go I will remind myself it could be a whole lot worse :-{
I was skeptical of liking Cinder to tell the truth. I wasn't sure I wanted to see a classic fairy tale re-crafted into a modern kind of story. My curiosity got the best of me though. I was very pleased with how Meyer worked it out. But when I got to the end - sheesh! I HAD to get the next one on my Kindle. Who invented that thing anyway? It's way too easy.
I know Friday is your favorite and I wish you an especially fun day tomorrow :-D

Hi sis! Wow, great pictures of your plants in bloom.

Your fingers must be a light shade of green! Really.

Okay, Cee, I have posted the photos that you requested. Come on over and see Mercy in her cat tree.

Hey Cee... wondering what other interesting things are happening in your neck of the woos... it got swampy here... everything melted!!! Backyard is a mud it ew.....

Not for long, it will freeze up in a day or so...

Hope all is well...

No more Olympics for me! Skating is over and I need my sleep.
I'm getting too old to say "I can do that!"
And to think I used to stay up all night partying... ha! Those days are so over.

Connie -
Well, Sis, I always take the risk of posting any plant that performs around here. I certainly do not have any kind of green thumb. I just have a philosophy "If you don't perform, you're out of here!" I chant this the few times I remember to water the poor things. I think they are afraid.

Ah, Mamie!
You are the best! The pictures are awesome... thanks for the notice. Can't resist pet pictures of any kind. But that Mercy is so sweet.

Kath -
Nothing interesting over here. Well, yeah. There is a big melt going on and a thunder/lightning storm. Not much else. Mud season will not be here for awhile yet. One day of warmth won't do it.
The gutters are clear of ice! I suppose that's kinda exciting ;-)
That's all I got.

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I am trying hard to finish up The Brothers Karamazov. About 200 pages to go. It's not a slog but it does take forevah to get through a day in this novel. It's mildly interesting. What I really want to do is read more fantasy. Must be disciplined :(

Clear gutters would make me happy! I haven't looked at mine, I will before I go to work. I would love for them to be clear.. last I looked I still saw ice. Today should do it though.. warmer again today then cold again.. BOO!

I love your plants. I think I have plant envy. I simply cannot keep them alive in here... hostile environment... Angus will soar through the air to get to a hanging one.. sigh

Oh, lovely plants - thanks for sharing the photos!

Also, I have Dune coming up on some list or other and I'm pretty excited about it, as I've never read it before.

LOL, Kath -
"Angus will soar through the air to get to a hanging one" pretty funny!
The only attention the plants get from Woolly is when I water them. And I actually think it's the water she's interested in. Especially since I'm always spilling it.

Hi Amber -
Hope you enjoy Dune. I'm debating whether to read the next few in the series again. I have so many books I want to read right now! It makes me crazy. (And that's the excuse I'm sticking to for being crazy!)

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Bridget and crew almost missed their plane home. They just made the final boarding call :{ However, they are now on their way from JFK to home. The next plane out of Jordan is next Tuesday!
And they wonder why mothers worry!

I'm glad Bridget made her flight! I'm looking forward to hearing about her trip.

My DD spent a year at the Shanghai Language Institute. I had one panicked middle of the night phone call "Mom! They're going to deport me!" (They didn't) and a few minor/major snafu's like her bank here in small town Montana suddenly deciding to cut off more fund transfers to Shanghai.

We work so hard to help them find their wings, and worry so much when they decide to fly.

Gotta love Skype.

Gorgeous blossoms with the snow in the background.

Cee, I am so sorry. I realize that I have not visited your thread since the Super Bowl! Inexcusable despite the fact that February is kicking my butt.

There is no way I can catch up but I'm glad "the kids" made the flight; I know you are relieved.

Good luck finishing up The Brothers Karamazov. I applaud your persistence!

Good grief. So glad they made it for the flight. What a relief to have her back where she belongs.

I raised my kids with a quote in mind..I saw it on a a wall hanging when the kids were very little. There are two gifts I want to give my children, roots and wings.. Yeah. I could kick myself. Success regretted.

Happy mummy you must be, looking forward to your daughter returning to safety!

You are being very brave with Dostoyevsky. I briefly considered maybe tackling him this winter... But no. He'll be around for a good while still, and I need more strength for him I think.

So sorry your medication seem to be provoking migraines again. I get the sense that hormonal issues are often the cause for women, and wonder even if women are more prone to them? Will have to ask my neuro. Mine for the last couple of days has been bearable, but definitely still there. Am still hoping the nasal spray will do its thing eventually, but for the moment, it's mostly screwing up am taste buds! Only hope that is the only side effect I get. The list of possibles is quite scary!

Hugs. Xx

Ahhh, She's almost home safe! Enjoy!

>134 -Cee-: wow, all that snow outside! It freaks me out a bit to think it is that cold, and has been for so long.

Here's to a safe landing and a huge mother-daughter reunion hug coming up soon!!

I'm very impressed with your daughter's mission. Wishing you a joyful reunion!

Lovely plant photos . . . I'm sure the begonia is very glad to be indoors . . .

Hi Cee, I admire your daughter's generous spirit. Just wonderful.

Glad to hear Bridget is back safe and sound!

There is a lot to be admired about Bridget... she is a brave young lady...not afraid to take a leap of faith.. and she is good to her mom :)

So.. update?

Oh dear - neglecting my own thread. *sigh*
Thank goodness for friends keeping this place warm so the pipes didn't freeze over here ;-)

Janet,
So get this. The reason they almost missed their flight was because way back when the itinerary was typed up and passed out the flight departure time was typed wrong. Apparently no one checked in with the airline the day before. They are a group of Christian medical people - not a travel agent or worry wart among them. Anyway, they made it.
If I had gotten a panic phone call in the middle of the night, either my heart would have stopped or I would have been at the airport buying a ticket. yikes. You are so right about the wings!

Ellen,
Glad to see you are here. I'm hoping that means things are easing up for you.
I don't know if it is persistence or pride that is pushing me to finish The Brothers Karamazov. I didn't make it through War and Peace - much too boring and way too long. I'm determined to finish at least one of the excruciatingly long Russian classics. Imho, Dostoevsky is much better than Tolstoy. But sheesh! Were these guys paid by the word?

Kath,
I remember thinking most of my adult life - 'when is my Mom going to recognize that I am not a kid anymore?'
I now ask myself, 'when am I going to realize my kids are not really kids anymore?'
In my head I know that 40+ is old enough to take care of yourself. In my heart ... well that is another story.
So, in talking to Bridget last night, she said she loved it over there despite the difference in cultures and lifestyles. She told someone if she could move her family over there, she would stay. Why am I not surprised? Luckily when she got home and realized all the luxury in her own home she came to her senses. She is talking about "next time" though. Oy!

Ilana,
Yup. Bridget is on home soil again. yay. She sounds very tired, but pleased with their successful mission treating people who desperately needed good healthcare and for the first time felt they were being treated humanely.
If we could solve the problems of migraines, we'd be famous. Think of all the pain and suffering that would be avoided. If only....
You are ever so right... Dostoevsky won't go away. There's plenty of time.
Hugs back!

Sis,
Now she is all the way home, somewhat rested, on the job, and back to baking. She wasn't too thrilled about the condition of her house on her return... pretty messy, I guess. But poor Doug had a lot to handle while she was away. She'll have that place ship-shape in no time.
I think the thing she missed most while in Jordan was the severe lack of veggies, of all things! Back to her unlovely but healthy icky green shakes for breakfast. :p~

Megan,
I've decided this winter that I could very easily live in a place that snowed all year! I still love it... never tired of it. I must be part Eskimo... or at least wish I was.
I think I will have to drive to Connecticut (402 kms) to get/give my big mother/daughter hug. I did my best on Skype to imitate a hug. Now that Bridget is home, she'll be busy catching up with life and I doubt she'll be taking enough time off to come to Maine. I'll catch up to her soon :-)

Terri,
Bridget explained all the work, the crazy long hours, the dire need of the refugees, and even a bit of political hassle in some of the towns they went to. Most places they went tolerated Christians - some, not so much. They had to be very careful to follow customs, dress, etc - as well as being careful to NOT talk about anything that would sound like they were trying to convert the Muslims. In one town there were people/media trying to interfere with the work of the clinic and had to be asked to leave. And - thank God - they went away.
And yes... I'm thinking the begonia blooms year round to please me so it won't be put outdoors. It understands the 'produce or you're out' law around here ;-)

Bonnie,
Me too. I love and admire both of my girls in different ways. I see how Bridget's generosity has spread by watching the family and friends she touches. She teaches (unconsciously) by example and patience. I may be prejudiced, heh, but I think both my daughters are angels.

Joanne,
It was a long week - especially when she was out of internet reach and we had no contact for about 4-5 days. When she got home, I told her about the news that was happening in that area of the world and how it was driving me a little nuts. She said "Oh, I never heard any of that." sigh I guess that was a good thing. Better to be busy getting something done than listening to the media and wasting energy on worrying!

Kath,
Thanks for the kind words re Bridget's personality: "a brave young lady...not afraid to take a leap of faith.. and she is good to her mom" Actually, she is good to everybody but I think her mom appreciates it most :-)
Is there a way to put a link here from fb? The group has a page with pictures. I would put it here if I knew how.

BTW, probably TMI, they really don't have toilet paper in many places and yes, they do use the left hand for wiping - therefore, not allowed to use that left hand for anything else. Poor leftie B! At least she had tissue to bring in with her - but she still could not use her left hand in public. And toilets over there do not accommodate tissue - so it needs to be discarded in a bucket. I heard the same thing about Russia on the Olympic coverage. Are we spoiled or what?

#162 toilets over there do not accommodate tissue It's the same in Greece and Cyprus - something to do with the thickness of the pipes. You can have ever such a fancy villa with beautiful fittings but the toilet paper still needs to go in the bin. It always reminds me of the beginning of My Family and other Animals where Margo rather mistakes the purpose of the bin. If you've ever read that you'll know the scene I mean.

# 163 - The same is the case in Turkey. No paper down the toilets.

Hi, sis - I'm so happy for you that Bridget is home again.

Plodding through February, and considering the possibility that all that snow has pushed you over the edge into insanity :P Liking snow the first few times it comes down in winter.. say 2 or maybe 3....then liking a wee smattering at Christmas is fine, but being a hug fan of snow strikes me as being...well, a wee bit scary. Just saying.

It sounds like a difficult, but interesting trip for Bridget. I am glad she's home! I am also glad she did it, since it was clearly something she wanted to do. I wish we had a worry button that we could turn off.

Tuesday. Bleurgh. I don't think I'm going to like it any more than I did monday.

I hope yours is good though, and that you get another pile of snow, if that's what will make you happy. The mind reels.....

Cee....don't know if you saw about the Maine LT meetup in Ellsworth in September. Here's the link: http://www.librarything.com/topic/169276. That should be a gorgeous time of year for an adventure.

*snerk* Yep, that's how I feel. :)

Hi Rhian,
I have not yet read My Family and other Animals, but I do want to get to that very soon. It's waiting and I'll keep this scene in mind.

Sis,
This seems to be a worldwide problem. I imagine it'd be a chore to replace all the pipes at once... but I do hope they are starting the process. Drat. Jordan, Russia, Greece, and Turkey drop a few spots on my traveling list.

Kath,
One surgery (open heart) went well today.
The other was postponed to Friday! *sigh*
Hate when delays happen.
#167 Cute!

Tina,
Thanks for the link and for thinking of me. I'm definitely in. Got the thread starred ;-)

Jim,
I love snow but I totally understand! This has been a winter to test the best of us. I do feel sorry for those who don't like winter and cold. I hope they all understand when I complain bitterly about the heat of summer.

open group on facebook
vcbc Jordan medical mission trip feb 13-22, 2014
there are a few pictures if anyone is interested -
Bridget is the beautiful slim blonde with a big smile. On Feb 17 she was wearing a long wacky striped skirt and black top.

https://www.facebook.com/groups/405607706241811/

Your daughter is a beauty! So basically she's got everything going for her. You have very good reasons to be a proud mamma! :-)

Thanks!

*grin*

OF course she is beautiful! And wonderful in so many ways.. Must take after mom...

Thanks for sharing the link with the pics. What an awesome trip! And your daughter **is** beautiful and looks very happy.

>160 -Cee-: - Well, it sounds like God or an angel got them on their flight.

It turned out that DD's predicament in China wasn't bad after the first few panicked sentences. She was so upset that she miscalculated the time difference and thought I might still be up when she called at 2 am. Coincidentally, I was up, because my Dad had fallen and we were just getting back from the hospital so I didn't even get jarred from a sound sleep. She hadn't been contacted by the authorities, she just had gotten herself all wound up because she discovered she was doing something not allowed on her student visa and didn't know whom she could trust enough to talk about the situation. She called her Chinese professor/advisor here in the states the next day. He assured her that she was not doing anything differently than other students from the University had done when they studied there. In China, apparently lots of things are done under the table. :-) So nothing happened, except for extra gray hair on my poor old head.

Kath,
Bridget looks like Ron's mother did - I can't take credit for the beautiful. The wonderful she came with - can't take credit for that either... though I did have a time with her strong will as a baby/toddler/child/teen. I'm happy with both my daughters. Duh. Ya think?

Janet,
Thanks. They were all convinced that God was with them from beginning to end... and there were many instances of some kind of divine intervention.
When my older daughter went to study in Spain, it was her first time overseas and my first time of being so inaccessible to her. She doesn't know it to this day, but I got my first passport at that time so I could rush over if needed. If I had gotten a panic call, I think I would have been on a plane before I even knew the problem. A middle of the night call would have been answered by Ron though, and he is much calmer. So maybe I would have listened first.
I know in the universe the earth is very tiny... but when your child is on the other side of the world it is SO far away!
Sheesh! You had a heck of a night!

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Ron took his old broken recliner to the transfer station. I fear he may be shedding a few sighs and moans over it. I, otoh, am rejoicing!

So, I finished Scarlet which was quite a bit more violent than Cinder. Still, I liked it and will continue with Cress. At this point I will give it a rest though. I don't want to spend $9 for the Kindle edition. Waiting for the price to go down a bit. The 4th book is off in the future at this point... so I'll stretch for now.

My new pick is Curse of Chalion. I won't finish it before the end of February but that's ok. Fantasy is my life! (at least in my own mind)

Ohh, she is really lovely. But what an adventure!

Hey Cee! I've been away for far too long and I'm terribly sorry!

I share your opinion of The Hamlet. I was barely able to finish it. I won't read another Faulkner. Ever.

I love the Cinder series!! It is SO much fun!!!

Hi Connie,
Thanks, I think so too ... and yes... She'll remember this for a long time. I wouldn't be surprised if this became an annual event for her.

Hi Tina,
I've been bad myself about visiting around LT. No need to be sorry on my thread. I'm happy anytime you stop by.
So, you did better than I, if you finished The Hamlet. I could only stomach about 120 pages.
I'm struggling with myself about buying Cress. So far I'm winning - but I won't tell you which side of me is winning! LOL
ok. I'll give you a hint - the cheap side. Don't worry. The Fun side hasn't given up yet ;-)

I finished! I finished! 2 months - mission accomplished!
woo-hoo! woo-hoo!

#13 The Brothers Karamazov by Dostoevsky is DONE! 3.8 stars



It was ok. Waaaay too long. The two discussions (2 months) at our reading group will be worth it. I guess.

Cee, I'm in agreement regarding the sadness of watching the deer and their need to be so alert while eating.

Yesterday at dusk, we had five deer in our yard. I know they are hungry. Normally, they hand around on the bank leading to the woods in the back of our house. They become more brave as they are more anxious for food. I threw two bags of apples in the yard and up on the hill. One brave soul ventured to the bottom step of our deck.

I worry about the deer, birds, squirrels.. etc. Being insane is hard sometimes.

Congrats on the big read! Proud of you for finishing BK

Hi Linda,
I think the deer in your yard are pretty lucky :-)
I only think of throwing them apples here. I can't afford to feed the forest. There are way too many other wild creatures that would be fighting them for the food. Creatures I really don't want to attract.
It did break my heart to see the deer picking over the bird seed that had fallen to the ground the other day. It's pretty hard for wild vegetarians to get through a Maine winter.
One of our brave souls was drinking at the end of our front porch - from the ice melting and running down the spout from the gutters.

Hi Kath,
I know. I worry too. I'm insane too. Can't be helped.

Thanks! I almost have tears in my eyes - just for finishing and making you proud!

Hi Claudia- Just checking in. It looks like I haven't been by in awhile. Glad you liked Scarlet. I have Cress on audio but I think I will wait a few more weeks before checking it out. The next one won't be out for awhile.
Congrats on finishing the mammoth The Brothers Karamazov. I have never read it. One of these days...

Bridget looks like she is having a blast in those pictures.
The doctor I work with does those medical trips. I know he has gone to Guatemala, India, Africa and Hondurus. He keeps trying to get me to go with his team, I keep telling him I will think about it ;)

More Than You Know
check it out
I think you would like
Kath is supposed to be getting/reading it
I got Richard to spend $ on getting one because of my thoughts on it :)
I told him to be gentle when he rants on my thread that it sucks :P

>179 -Cee-: Woo HOO! Congrats on completing it. You deserve a medal my dear!

eta: loving this new talk feature they've just implemented on LT today!

So they are threatening us with a foot ( or more) of snow for Monday.. is it headed your way, too?
If not, feel free to hp a plane and get here by Sunday afternoon....you can make snow angels in the front yard.

>179 -Cee-:: WooHoo! Congrats for finishing that one in only 2 months!! I need to get round to it sometime...

Congratulations on finishing The Brothers Karamasov, Cee! It's a chunkster all right. Sorry it wasn't better than ok. I really liked it for some weird reason.

>184 msf59: Hey Mark... Oh how I love this new talk feature! I hope it is here to stay.
I hate when I have to wait - for anything - but especially for "the next book" in a series I'm enjoying. Like you, I'll wait a bit for Cress hoping I don't forget the characters by the time I pick up this story again since these really are not stand alone books.

>185 curlysue: Kara, I put More Than You Know on my WL.
You just might want to consider going on a medical mission. Although it's hard work, it seems to be energizing. It's certainly eye-opening and a change of pace.

>186 Smiler69: Ilana - I don't need a medal, but I'll definitely take the woo-hoo! BK was not a difficult read - just takes a lot of precious time to read.

>187 mckait: Kath - yes. They are predicting snow for us too (on Monday) - and more cold for the week following. Srsly? You wouldn't mind your neighbors thinking you had a nutcase friend? O. Wait. As I recall - I might just fit in ;-)

>188 scaifea: Amber - ONLY 2 months? I thought that was a long time. It was only 800 pages. A RL book club pick. Just not highly interesting to me. Too many 'tributaries' to the main storyline, imho.

>189 jnwelch: Well, Joe... it must be of interest to very many people. Afterall, it is a classic. I think limiting the themes (and subthemes) would have made this a stronger novel. I'm glad you liked it.
I didn't hate it. It's like baby peas. Good for one helping, but would make me gag if overfed on them. lol

OK. I finally did it!

I submitted a request for a name change.
My current 'bahzah' has absolutely no meaningful connection to me. It's just something I made up to log into LT the very first time. I never realized it would haunt me daily or be used as an obvious identifier.

I don't think it will cause much confusion. I wanted CEE (plain and simple) but that was already taken.
So, I asked for:
-Cee-

This is just a warning that if you see bahzah disappear and -Cee- appear... it's just shenanigans and still me.

If request is granted, I don't know when it will switch over.

Oh boy!!!! They will give it to you :) hooray for you! !!!!

*confetti*

:-D

I hope so. I've been thinking about this so long, I think I'll need something to replace it in my mind to feel whole.

>191 -Cee-: Good for you if it's something that was important to you Claudia! My guess is it probably won't take very long for the switch to happen. For some reason I can't explain to myself, you've always been Claudia to me. I know you call yourself Cee and everyone else does too, and for all I know you prefer it, but I don't know... I guess I like your given name and must find it suits you!

I think on LT it's 50/50 when it comes to a choice between Cee and Claudia. I never had a nickname... except a few choice ones that I won't repeat and definitely don't like. Until about 2 or 3 years ago I hated the name Claudia. Then for some unknown reason, I just got used to it and stopped hating it.

Sometime toward the beginning of being on LT, Kath called me Cee. I always signed things with C - so this seemed a good nickname for me. LT is the only place I am known by Cee... but I like it. I had a wonderful Aunt Cee who loved to read and gave me my first very own books!
I also have come to terms with and like the name Claudia now.

So I can go either way. You can stick to Claudia, with my blessing. (btw, Claudia was already taken too.)

Glad to have your blessing. If you'd told me you really do prefer Cee, then I would have switched of course. I'm not surprised Claudia was already taken. I wouldn't be surprised if a lot of people decided to change their user name to their given name when this new feature is officially implemented, though most of them will be taken already. Ilana is taken too, so I'm not switching. Smiler was too obviously, or I wouldn't have added the birthdate. And I like the person who gave me that nickname. And lots of people voted I keep it. So there. :-)

:) Very pleased with myself, and glad you like it. I am sure no one remembers, but I called Richard rdear first, too. I am always giving nicknames.. but so far, yours is the one that pleases me most.I'm glad it pleases you, too!!!

Kath was the first one to call me Knucklehead, Cee. I like yours better. Good idea to make it your LT name.

Hey!!!! I never called you that! harumph!

Oh, maybe that was someone else. Maybe that woman I married?

Maybe.... or maybe it was rdear? LOl

LOL! That must be it. :-)

>196 Smiler69: I am one who voted you keep it Smiler! As odd as it might seem to you right now, it truly does seem to suit you :-)

>197 mckait: Well, Kath. Cee certainly pleases me more than anything else anyone tried to tag on me - incl my own mother. Thanks.

>198 jnwelch: Joe, I have to admit, Knucklehead was one my mother gave me. One of the better ones. Finally, in her dementia she is calling me her 'little baby' (even tho I tower over her by about 3 inches - haha). And I am calling her 'my little mommy'. She gets a kick out of that.

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Glad you sorted that all out!

>203 -Cee-: Yes yes, of course I remember you voting *For Smiler*. A true friend. :-)

If the switch comes through and I don't notice right away, give me a shout and I'll change it in the Threadbook.

ok... thanks, Jim!

Just looking in to see if you have had a name change yet. I wonder how long it takes?

Hope your weekend is off to a good start

A name change to Cee? Makes some sense. A few times I have gotten mixed up looking for Cee in the threadbook!

>195 -Cee-: You have always been Cee to me Cee! I remember Jim went almost the whole of last year with your username wrongly spelled in the threadbook and I was wondering when he was going to change it - he eventually did and it looks like you are eventually going to do so too. I also like your Shakespearean full name though.

I was another who didn't want Ilana to change her name in the group but the connotations there were different and I wanted her to keep on smiling. Your Bahzah often gets mispronounced as "Bi - zarre" which is simply bizarre.

Have a lovely weekend my dear whatever.